Thursday, December 9, 2010

1 Am post

Ahh, brain, hand, fingers, wrist, dies~

Tell yea the truth, I've only settle 2 Christmas presents... Yes, I know slow, but I want to make it feel personal and to show my efforts I put it to get/make your gift. I pray to God that I can find and buy/make it properly and that it'll come out A-okay! =D

So yea, I've had an idea for 5 of your presents but it keeps on failing! I did it 3 times already and still I haven't got it done nicely! It'll always mess up... Hmphh..

You other people, I'm still thinking and brainstorming and praying and hopping that something will pop up and say this is the best present for that person!

The 2 happy people! You both were like the easiest, but it doesn't mean it doesn't show how much effort it took me to get it!*Actually it did take a lot of effort* But yea yours is settled! Hoorah! End on a high note eh!

Well Merry Christmas! Happy Happy happy~

Love yea~ <3

Monday, December 6, 2010

The 2:30 AM Post

greeting from 2:30 AM writer~

in love with death note all the more and,

Living in this insane crazy world,
Death and pain is shown through my veins.
Only the light that seems so far away shows,
Yearning for it but never gaining it.
Over the fact that hope exist,
United with the gods of Death.
Kings and Queens shall fall to my hand,
No one will oppose my rightful power.
Over and under, down we go...
We are lost in the labyrinth of souls.

Rising once and falling again.
Eternal depression and hurt.
Apples are my soulful drug.
People and their thirst quenching blood,
Everyone will run with fear.
Return of the vengeful spirit.
Sucking up all kinds of hope and happiness...

One shall rise, oppose, and fall,
Never to rise again for many millenniums..
Loneliness has crept into your lives
You humans sure are ugly...
Each day through the fires of hell,
All the way through the valley of death gods~
Time will come one day..
Angry will be the god of righteousness,
People of good shall rise,
Personalities of the righteous shall come..
Loneliness shall flee,
Ever will eternal hope come again.
So says the tale, but the love for apples will always be here~*The redder the better*

can you guess the hidden message??

i <3 apples and you ;D

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Your friend, whom is a lazy blogger

I feel so guilty now cause all my friends keep on writing about how awesome and great their friends are. And how they explain how they love their friends and all the good stuff.

And then I see Me...

I'm all to lazy and tired to write all those stuff you guys do. I feel useless and unfriendly. But guys and gals, know that I respect and love each and everyone one of you. Sry, but I'm not going to say all the things I love and care on each and everyone of you, cuz well, you know... I'm lazy *not a good excuse* But know that I'll love, care and protect each and everyone of you with all my heart and strength.

Btw, random thing... Imma reading Death Note now, and i just gotta say that I LOVE "L" and Raiko!!! Woot!! So loving it! <3

Hehehe, hearts to you all.. ^^

Monday, November 15, 2010

Breathe by Superchick

Please tell me you'll fight this fight
I can't see without your light
I need you to breathe into my life
Don't tell me this is goodbye
I won't grieve
It's not yet time
Each breath breathed is keeping hope alive

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

Each breath breathed means we're alive
And life means that we can find
The reasons to keep on getting by
And if reasons we can't find
We'll make up some to get by
'Til breath by breath we'll leave this behind

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

All you have to do is breathe
All you have to do is breathe

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

Monday, November 8, 2010

In the End Linkin Park

[It starts with]
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal, didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Linkin Park Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are


I'm loving this songs by LP: The Catalyst, In the End, Somewhere I belong, From the inside, Shadow of the Day, and of cos Leave out all the rest! Woot!

Hols Yo! Enjoy it while it last!

Linkin Park The Catalyst

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
[x3]

No
And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

[x2]
God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hands
The sins of our tongues
The sins of our fathers
The sins of our young
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns

Ooh

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

Lift me up
Let me go
[x16]

[x2]
God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No..




Linkin Park FTW! And its November! November = Music love and AWARDS NIGHT!!!! AHHHH~