Breath taken from my Atmosphere
A Shiver, a Chill from The Cold One
Good bye to the Pages of Warmth
Frozen Memories Now all Gone
My Innocents have Left me
A Lure from The Seductive One
Deliciously Hungry for a Kiss
A Melody of a Bewitching Song
The Adumbral Clouds consumes the Sun
My Blood Drenched arm raised to the Sky
A Fire rising from The Vicious One
Death of Poison Colors and Dyes
As I hide in the hungry Shadows
Waiting, never know to be existing
The Mysterious One, thats my Name
With Eyes of Blood Red, Lingering
Drawing Death in a Silent Scale
A Deceitful Nature I appear to Be
I Trick and Kill with all my Power
Known as The Cunning One you see
Can you Feel the Pheonix Rising
My beautiful, Insane Beast of Mine
Burn! Burn!! Incinerate All those Living
Blazing Red, I am The Hot One
Quiet and Silence are my Sons
Solitude, I am the Famous Drifter
Aye, I Am The Peaceful One
Shh, Deceivingly Mellow I am
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
The Seven Deadly Sins
The Insanity of my Mind
Complex in all of its Vanity
Everybody Believes I'm Fine
Hubris, oh how I love Me
And a Ravenous Craving for More
A Sin that Consumes Many
Gluttony seems to be the Answer
Yes, a Deadly, Extortionate Journey
An Animal of Disrupt Desire
A sweet Seduction of Lust
Accompanied by a Dangerous Eye
Turning Man into useless Dust
And My Eyes of Green Envy
Craving for your Power and Ability
A Murderous feeling of Desire
I Want this Longing Jealousy
My Fury and Anger of this Explosion
The Machiavellian Power of Wrath
Causing Alchemy and Palestine
Leaving Pain and Hurt in my Path
My Slothful Nature of Apathy
The End of all Man Kind
Wrapped in this Lethargic Eradication
With No Essence of this Accessible Line
A Greed for Corrupt, Stygian Money
A Covetous Desire for Avarice
The Seven Deadly Sins Rises
In the hour of Dark Solstice
*Evil Grin*
Complex in all of its Vanity
Everybody Believes I'm Fine
Hubris, oh how I love Me
And a Ravenous Craving for More
A Sin that Consumes Many
Gluttony seems to be the Answer
Yes, a Deadly, Extortionate Journey
An Animal of Disrupt Desire
A sweet Seduction of Lust
Accompanied by a Dangerous Eye
Turning Man into useless Dust
And My Eyes of Green Envy
Craving for your Power and Ability
A Murderous feeling of Desire
I Want this Longing Jealousy
My Fury and Anger of this Explosion
The Machiavellian Power of Wrath
Causing Alchemy and Palestine
Leaving Pain and Hurt in my Path
My Slothful Nature of Apathy
The End of all Man Kind
Wrapped in this Lethargic Eradication
With No Essence of this Accessible Line
A Greed for Corrupt, Stygian Money
A Covetous Desire for Avarice
The Seven Deadly Sins Rises
In the hour of Dark Solstice
*Evil Grin*
Monday, March 28, 2011
Born as an Abomination
Rip Out the Essence of My Soul,
And Drench me in the Sorrows of the Wrong
Dyed in the color of Crimson Blood-Red,
And Split my Passion in this Aphotic Song
Wrapped in this Incompetent Life Existence,
Memories Deciphered through the distant Shadows
An Obtrusive Red flowing down my Maimed arm,
Poured upon this Crystal, Clear Halo
The Radiance Extinguished from this Wild Desire,
Every Cry, I'm Shattered. Faded is this Dream.
Tangled in this Mimed and Opaqued Endurance,
This is My End, the Beginning of a Muffled Scream
Consumed by the wild Beast of Annihilation,
This One Life I'm living, breathing
No more, perished in the thought of Despair,
Death Unveiled in this Cynical Seeking
A Mask of Guileful, Pompous Defiance
Trapped within Strings of Arrogant Hubris,
Breath of Poison inhaled inside the Pleura
Born as an Abomination scattering Debris
The Sanity kept with Killer Snake-eyes
Optimism overwhelmed by the Pessimistic
Blood-shot eyes found within the cold, pale face
Aye, We become destructively Parasitic
And Drench me in the Sorrows of the Wrong
Dyed in the color of Crimson Blood-Red,
And Split my Passion in this Aphotic Song
Wrapped in this Incompetent Life Existence,
Memories Deciphered through the distant Shadows
An Obtrusive Red flowing down my Maimed arm,
Poured upon this Crystal, Clear Halo
The Radiance Extinguished from this Wild Desire,
Every Cry, I'm Shattered. Faded is this Dream.
Tangled in this Mimed and Opaqued Endurance,
This is My End, the Beginning of a Muffled Scream
Consumed by the wild Beast of Annihilation,
This One Life I'm living, breathing
No more, perished in the thought of Despair,
Death Unveiled in this Cynical Seeking
A Mask of Guileful, Pompous Defiance
Trapped within Strings of Arrogant Hubris,
Breath of Poison inhaled inside the Pleura
Born as an Abomination scattering Debris
The Sanity kept with Killer Snake-eyes
Optimism overwhelmed by the Pessimistic
Blood-shot eyes found within the cold, pale face
Aye, We become destructively Parasitic
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Not Alone in this Aftermath
I Stand here in this Lonely picture
The Guilt Consuming my every Soul
But You'd steal a Hundred Kisses
Before the Day I went and Let Go
I Remember those Little Days
When we'd spend the Hours in the Sun
Epic and Pure nonsense of our Nostalgia
We grew Stronger with All we've Done
And I'd Remember those times
The Time when we were so Close
The Friendship that we've Built throughout
Would Never face Deathly Foes
The Evolution of this Script-Written Story
Our Friendship Grew as well as our Trust
But Slowly the Senses, were Being Aroused
Unexpected Beauty found within this Lust
The Passion Perceived from those Concealed Eyes
Unveil the Secrets hidden in the Heart
The Abstract Strings of Distant Memories
Brings out the Cold Nostalgia from distant Art
Together we'd walk through this Perilous Lane
Please Stay, for Tomorrow's a Better Day
Pray the Hope would Forever stay Aflame
Burning Ludicrously Bright for the Sins I'd Pay
The Deceitful Behavior and Countless Lies
A Blood Bond held Strongly fastened Together
The Wounds Veiled, but the Scars Revealed
You and I Against the World, that's what their After
Fight and Protect this Old but Rusty Bond
Vibrations predicted as the Heart of Destruction
And your Eyes shows the Secrets of your Soul
Waves of Confusement from Deep within the Ocean
But We're not Alone in this Cold Aftermath
Like and Army of Friends, We Divide and Conquer
Standing Firm before a Chilling, Cold Avalanche
But Together we'd Stand United Forever
Some of the stanzas actually relate to some of you, but the story of this poem is about this two lovers. Everybody just didn't like them but they just stayed in their own world because they thought they're alone. But in truth, after all those hurts and pain they found others who were just like them or stood up for them. That's the story.
Peace~
The Guilt Consuming my every Soul
But You'd steal a Hundred Kisses
Before the Day I went and Let Go
I Remember those Little Days
When we'd spend the Hours in the Sun
Epic and Pure nonsense of our Nostalgia
We grew Stronger with All we've Done
And I'd Remember those times
The Time when we were so Close
The Friendship that we've Built throughout
Would Never face Deathly Foes
The Evolution of this Script-Written Story
Our Friendship Grew as well as our Trust
But Slowly the Senses, were Being Aroused
Unexpected Beauty found within this Lust
The Passion Perceived from those Concealed Eyes
Unveil the Secrets hidden in the Heart
The Abstract Strings of Distant Memories
Brings out the Cold Nostalgia from distant Art
Together we'd walk through this Perilous Lane
Please Stay, for Tomorrow's a Better Day
Pray the Hope would Forever stay Aflame
Burning Ludicrously Bright for the Sins I'd Pay
The Deceitful Behavior and Countless Lies
A Blood Bond held Strongly fastened Together
The Wounds Veiled, but the Scars Revealed
You and I Against the World, that's what their After
Fight and Protect this Old but Rusty Bond
Vibrations predicted as the Heart of Destruction
And your Eyes shows the Secrets of your Soul
Waves of Confusement from Deep within the Ocean
But We're not Alone in this Cold Aftermath
Like and Army of Friends, We Divide and Conquer
Standing Firm before a Chilling, Cold Avalanche
But Together we'd Stand United Forever
Some of the stanzas actually relate to some of you, but the story of this poem is about this two lovers. Everybody just didn't like them but they just stayed in their own world because they thought they're alone. But in truth, after all those hurts and pain they found others who were just like them or stood up for them. That's the story.
Peace~
Poets Of The Fall - NoEnd, No Beginning
We can't seem to let go
The thread's so thin it just doesn't show anymore
It seems like we're playing charades
Playing like we're afraid to live
And this is one sacrifice I don't want to make
If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see
I am still secretly grateful you're living this moment with me
We can see where it leads
It's like you can't, can't kill the monster that feeds on you
No matter what you do it seems to get you every time
And that's a predicament if I know anything
If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see
I'm still secretly grateful you're living this moment with me
Secretly grateful you're sharing this moment with me
If it's just one life we're given, one time you're living
I feel your touch light up a wild desire
Borne on my ache to take us ever higher
In our love we are birds of prey
Every cry serves to lead astray
So carry my ache and you will know the feeling
Inside I am weak but for this love I'm bearing
So breathe your life in my shades of grey
Or kill the lights and we'll fade away
The thread's so thin it just doesn't show anymore
It seems like we're playing charades
Playing like we're afraid to live
And this is one sacrifice I don't want to make
If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see
I am still secretly grateful you're living this moment with me
We can see where it leads
It's like you can't, can't kill the monster that feeds on you
No matter what you do it seems to get you every time
And that's a predicament if I know anything
If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see
I'm still secretly grateful you're living this moment with me
Secretly grateful you're sharing this moment with me
If it's just one life we're given, one time you're living
I feel your touch light up a wild desire
Borne on my ache to take us ever higher
In our love we are birds of prey
Every cry serves to lead astray
So carry my ache and you will know the feeling
Inside I am weak but for this love I'm bearing
So breathe your life in my shades of grey
Or kill the lights and we'll fade away
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Tonights Conversation
Well, that was interesting...
Felt nice but weird at the same time...
I do agree we needed closure...
But what you said, put me in a weird silence,
"I just really wanted to tell you that if you really aren't ready, and if you meant what you said about wanting me. I'd wait for you..."
And in that silence there were tears.
Not tears of sadness,
More of happiness as a matter of fact..
But I'm confused as ever, confused about my feelings..
But yes, tonight's conversation was good.
Good Closure~
I'm glad we're friends again.. ^^
Peace out~
Too bad you had to go because of a Movie, heheh~
Felt nice but weird at the same time...
I do agree we needed closure...
But what you said, put me in a weird silence,
"I just really wanted to tell you that if you really aren't ready, and if you meant what you said about wanting me. I'd wait for you..."
And in that silence there were tears.
Not tears of sadness,
More of happiness as a matter of fact..
But I'm confused as ever, confused about my feelings..
But yes, tonight's conversation was good.
Good Closure~
I'm glad we're friends again.. ^^
Peace out~
Too bad you had to go because of a Movie, heheh~
Friday, March 25, 2011
Yes~
Yes, I want and wish to understand you
To hear your voice of living Existence
To Cast away the cage of Death and Failures
Yes, I do Hurt with you
Your Pain, your Agony. It makes me Cry
To Embrace you and make the pain go away
Yes, I will Stand By you
Though it may seem untrue, maybe even lies
My promise is made, now my life is an empty existence
Yes, I will and always Trust you
My Heart, left with you. I'm so sorry
I trust, but mine to you is lost in the shattered world of believe
Yes, I do Adore you
More than you know, and that's nothing more but the truth
You're Special with that eccentric poetic essence of yours
Yes, I would Cherish you
My Heart yearned to tell this secret
So please don't leave, that I may have a chance to speak this
Yes, I do Want You!
My thought, my worries, my Heart
I desires much of you, but it'll never be fulfilled
Yes, you're my inspiration of a thousand words
Lines of Poetry, oh to Embrace it wholeheartedly
The deepest journeys, the serenity
Yes, I really Love you
That streak of sunshine through the window
But I've stained it with the darkness of deathly blood
Yes, I want you, Yes I Need you
My Heart yearn, It Calls! But its forbidden
I really need you, but it could all go terribly wrong
And I Wish I could Complete you
I believe and Love you, really I do
But I'm Afraid, afraid of what might happen.
Yes I really love you,
but I'm just afraid~
To hear your voice of living Existence
To Cast away the cage of Death and Failures
Yes, I do Hurt with you
Your Pain, your Agony. It makes me Cry
To Embrace you and make the pain go away
Yes, I will Stand By you
Though it may seem untrue, maybe even lies
My promise is made, now my life is an empty existence
Yes, I will and always Trust you
My Heart, left with you. I'm so sorry
I trust, but mine to you is lost in the shattered world of believe
Yes, I do Adore you
More than you know, and that's nothing more but the truth
You're Special with that eccentric poetic essence of yours
Yes, I would Cherish you
My Heart yearned to tell this secret
So please don't leave, that I may have a chance to speak this
Yes, I do Want You!
My thought, my worries, my Heart
I desires much of you, but it'll never be fulfilled
Yes, you're my inspiration of a thousand words
Lines of Poetry, oh to Embrace it wholeheartedly
The deepest journeys, the serenity
Yes, I really Love you
That streak of sunshine through the window
But I've stained it with the darkness of deathly blood
Yes, I want you, Yes I Need you
My Heart yearn, It Calls! But its forbidden
I really need you, but it could all go terribly wrong
And I Wish I could Complete you
I believe and Love you, really I do
But I'm Afraid, afraid of what might happen.
Yes I really love you,
but I'm just afraid~
Thursday, March 24, 2011
My Promise
I made a promise to you and I shall keep it with all my heart. I'll try me best~ Love you.
But things sure make it hard to keep it... sigh~
see yea around...
But things sure make it hard to keep it... sigh~
see yea around...
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
I think I still ---- You, but I am confused..
I Know you'll always be in my heart. ♥ I know that I'll still love you. ♥ But you're far, and life isn't always bright. A Mysterious wonder in this Dark Romance~
And yet there are certain things better left unheard, certain things better left not known. Add some mystery to this yonder World, and escape the sights of an immortal love ♥
Certain things you Dream, looking up towards the Sky, Wondering and Hoping all comes True~ But really all One can do is dream, dream that it will become reality, Me and my miserable hope~
And Certain things better kept to one self, Still hidden and always a secret. But secrets are borders, full of manipulation, deceiving, and horror. A stab and a slash in this endless world of destruction.
This things of hopeless believes, nothing more then a chance of false hope. Drifting in the world of pain and darkness. An empty heart, confused and angered! To Wonder is to Ponder..
And Certain things, never will I understand with this eyes of hurt. Wishing to see life in a true surviving burn of existence. On my knees, all alone, the sky cries. No, you're not there but I do dream you were.
Confusing, you ring in my head, I Scream Out!! I Call!! But I am muted to the world around, no I shut myself away. My fingers touch the empty abyss and fall.. And empty shell of unworthiness I am..
Nothing is worth, nothing worthy indeed, of a kiss, a hug or an embrace. Left to rust in this old Carnival. I scream!! And no one hears.. Left Suffocating, drowning.. death waits, And no one will miss me...
And yet there are certain things better left unheard, certain things better left not known. Add some mystery to this yonder World, and escape the sights of an immortal love ♥
Certain things you Dream, looking up towards the Sky, Wondering and Hoping all comes True~ But really all One can do is dream, dream that it will become reality, Me and my miserable hope~
And Certain things better kept to one self, Still hidden and always a secret. But secrets are borders, full of manipulation, deceiving, and horror. A stab and a slash in this endless world of destruction.
This things of hopeless believes, nothing more then a chance of false hope. Drifting in the world of pain and darkness. An empty heart, confused and angered! To Wonder is to Ponder..
And Certain things, never will I understand with this eyes of hurt. Wishing to see life in a true surviving burn of existence. On my knees, all alone, the sky cries. No, you're not there but I do dream you were.
Confusing, you ring in my head, I Scream Out!! I Call!! But I am muted to the world around, no I shut myself away. My fingers touch the empty abyss and fall.. And empty shell of unworthiness I am..
Nothing is worth, nothing worthy indeed, of a kiss, a hug or an embrace. Left to rust in this old Carnival. I scream!! And no one hears.. Left Suffocating, drowning.. death waits, And no one will miss me...
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Well, I listen to many many many many many many many Songs, but the usual genre is Alternative Rock, Rock, or pop rock/emo pop kind of songs.. a little bit Hardcore Rock.. depends on the mood lor~
So Happy,Hyper, I listen to Rock/Alt Rock OneRepublic/Good Charlotte
If I'm Sad I listen to emo pop/Alt Rock like Secondhand Serenade.
When I'm Angry/Mad I Listen To more Hardcore Rock Songs like Silverstein.
When I'm bored I literally listen to everything... including Beiber, oh mai...
All the Bands I usually listen too are,
Kutless
Evanescence
YellowCard
Tokio Hotel
Muse
OneRepublic
Good Charlotte
Acceptance
All Time Low
Pillar
Paramore
Poets Of the Fall
Switchfoot
Skillet
Secondhand Serenade
Silverstein
Superchick
NickleBack
Linkin Park
LostProphets
Hoobastank
Hinder
HillSong
Flyleaf
Fireflight
Breaking Banjamin
Barlow Girls
I <3 Music~
So Happy,Hyper, I listen to Rock/Alt Rock OneRepublic/Good Charlotte
If I'm Sad I listen to emo pop/Alt Rock like Secondhand Serenade.
When I'm Angry/Mad I Listen To more Hardcore Rock Songs like Silverstein.
When I'm bored I literally listen to everything... including Beiber, oh mai...
All the Bands I usually listen too are,
Kutless
Evanescence
YellowCard
Tokio Hotel
Muse
OneRepublic
Good Charlotte
Acceptance
All Time Low
Pillar
Paramore
Poets Of the Fall
Switchfoot
Skillet
Secondhand Serenade
Silverstein
Superchick
NickleBack
Linkin Park
LostProphets
Hoobastank
Hinder
HillSong
Flyleaf
Fireflight
Breaking Banjamin
Barlow Girls
I <3 Music~
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Well, What I'm proud of this few days is that,
1)I manage to finish my Math and go Party on last Saturday!! Woohoo!!
2)I had the faith to step out and really ask God to Help me Control my lying and to help me control my Quick Temper.. yea, I'm gonna be a better person, just you wait!
3)I've manage to cut down my constant lying and realizes and repents when I notice I got angry or lied. ^^
4)I Drew some beautiful*yes, its emo but* Pictures~ Emo guys are Hot! Especially is they have Raven colored hair and Beautiful Blue eyes~ *swoon*
Love yea! <3
1)I manage to finish my Math and go Party on last Saturday!! Woohoo!!
2)I had the faith to step out and really ask God to Help me Control my lying and to help me control my Quick Temper.. yea, I'm gonna be a better person, just you wait!
3)I've manage to cut down my constant lying and realizes and repents when I notice I got angry or lied. ^^
4)I Drew some beautiful*yes, its emo but* Pictures~ Emo guys are Hot! Especially is they have Raven colored hair and Beautiful Blue eyes~ *swoon*
Love yea! <3
Monday, March 21, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Good Charlotte - We Believe
here’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night
Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right
We believe(x6)
In this love
We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more
We believe(x6)
In this love
We believe(x5)
In this love
So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In every way
We believe(x6)
In this love
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
I Love this song, it has so much meaning, and it also relates to my blog Title, We Believe~
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night
Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right
We believe(x6)
In this love
We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more
We believe(x6)
In this love
We believe(x5)
In this love
So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In every way
We believe(x6)
In this love
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
I Love this song, it has so much meaning, and it also relates to my blog Title, We Believe~
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Tokio Hotel - Strange ( feat Kerli )
A freak of nature
Stuck in reality
I don't fit the picture
I'm not what you want me to be
Sorry
Under the radar
Out of the system
Caught in the spotlight
That's my existence
You want me to change but all I feel is
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange
You want to fix me
Push me
Into your fantasy
You try to give me
Sell me
A new personality
You try to lift me
I don't get better
What's making you happy
Is making me sadder
In your golden cage all I feel is
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange,
Like me
Strange
When you touch me
Strange,
When you kill me
Strange,
All I feel is
Strange
In my dreams too
Together we'll be
Strange,
Strange,
In a perfect world
Strange,
I am so strange
Strange,
I am so strange
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer you'll die slowly,
In my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange,
Like me
Stuck in reality
I don't fit the picture
I'm not what you want me to be
Sorry
Under the radar
Out of the system
Caught in the spotlight
That's my existence
You want me to change but all I feel is
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange
You want to fix me
Push me
Into your fantasy
You try to give me
Sell me
A new personality
You try to lift me
I don't get better
What's making you happy
Is making me sadder
In your golden cage all I feel is
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange,
Like me
Strange
When you touch me
Strange,
When you kill me
Strange,
All I feel is
Strange
In my dreams too
Together we'll be
Strange,
Strange,
In a perfect world
Strange,
I am so strange
Strange,
I am so strange
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer you'll die slowly,
In my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange,
Like me
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Beauty in the Cold
Beauty in the Cold~
The Rain Splatters upon the Ground
Like Paint falling with a Beautiful Sound
The Wind Howls and the Trees Dances
Feeling the Cold, it Sharpens the Senses
If only you were Here to Share it with me
To Share the Moment and to See what I See
The Birds Fly with Grace and Beautiful Wonder
I think of my Mistakes, it makes Me Ponder
To Cuddle with you, Maybe Share some Thoughts
I really Thank the Lord, What a Great God
The Cold Kisses my Skin, the Rain Soaks my Hair
And when I'm Sick, You'll still Even Care
I <3 You~
The Rain Splatters upon the Ground
Like Paint falling with a Beautiful Sound
The Wind Howls and the Trees Dances
Feeling the Cold, it Sharpens the Senses
If only you were Here to Share it with me
To Share the Moment and to See what I See
The Birds Fly with Grace and Beautiful Wonder
I think of my Mistakes, it makes Me Ponder
To Cuddle with you, Maybe Share some Thoughts
I really Thank the Lord, What a Great God
The Cold Kisses my Skin, the Rain Soaks my Hair
And when I'm Sick, You'll still Even Care
I <3 You~
Friday, March 11, 2011
So true~
"Sometimes, the person who tries to keep everyone happy is always the most lonely person, so never leave them alone because they will never say that they need you when they really do."
I totally agree~
I totally agree~
Promises~
I keep my promises very close to my heart. I put a lot of weight on it and I won't simply make promises. If I do, then I mean it and I'll put every ounce of strength, will power and up hold my promise. Just like how the Bible says that you should only make a promise if you can fulfill and up hold it. So yes, I take my promises very seriously. That I promise~
Wish you were with me now
I soo missing you right now... Me is feeling kinda Sad right now, Sigh and I made a Promise to you this Afternoon so I'll have to stay away from a certain Sharp object and Keep my Promise... Wish you were with me now...
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
I ain't a Normal Kid~
Is it Normal to feel so Sad and Tired and to also have a Wanting to increase the Marks on my Pain, Felt arm all at once?
Is it Normal to feel Hopeless and like a Hypocrite?
Is it Normal to be fake-ly happy, yet cry so hard?
Is it Normal to want to give up and die?
Sigh, I guess its not Normal, but who ever said I was Normal anyway...
Good Bye~
Is it Normal to feel Hopeless and like a Hypocrite?
Is it Normal to be fake-ly happy, yet cry so hard?
Is it Normal to want to give up and die?
Sigh, I guess its not Normal, but who ever said I was Normal anyway...
Good Bye~
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Well, my short term goals for this month would be,
1)Well, of cos it would be my studies, wanna do more books~ *and not let Claudia catch up! xP*
2)Improve on my bass playing
3)Try to show that I'm not a scary person people see me to be.. You know I can be very nice and Generous ok, and kids are my Kryptonite...
4)Get closer to God
5)To be even more Caring and Generous and Kind and those nice stuff! ^^
Why?
Well, my goals are quite self-explanatory right!
Peace~
1)Well, of cos it would be my studies, wanna do more books~ *and not let Claudia catch up! xP*
2)Improve on my bass playing
3)Try to show that I'm not a scary person people see me to be.. You know I can be very nice and Generous ok, and kids are my Kryptonite...
4)Get closer to God
5)To be even more Caring and Generous and Kind and those nice stuff! ^^
Why?
Well, my goals are quite self-explanatory right!
Peace~
Saturday, March 5, 2011
It hurts, but I love it~
I never thought I would have liked this feeling, its so painful yet it feels interestingly nice. You would 'kill' me if you understood what I mean, but its just me and my time of sadness. So leave me be and I'll just go to a corner and begin my adventures of nothingness in my Blank Box... And I have missed the color of blood, boi what a lovely, deep color~
Don't ask me if I'm okay, Don't ask me if I'm emo-ing, Don't ask me if I'll smile genuinely again. But you know what? Tell me you'd be by my side, Tell me I'll rejoice with you when you're happy again, and Tell me that a smile will definitely come back, because you know its natural for me to smile again...
This lines, oh the sting, I love it! Yet, it makes me think that if you found out and understood, you'd be worried too much.So I'll just keep it a secret and it'll never leave my lips~
Don't ask me if I'm okay, Don't ask me if I'm emo-ing, Don't ask me if I'll smile genuinely again. But you know what? Tell me you'd be by my side, Tell me I'll rejoice with you when you're happy again, and Tell me that a smile will definitely come back, because you know its natural for me to smile again...
This lines, oh the sting, I love it! Yet, it makes me think that if you found out and understood, you'd be worried too much.So I'll just keep it a secret and it'll never leave my lips~
Friday, March 4, 2011
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Well now, this is a real thinker... hmmm, lets see~ I guess I would choose this picture...
Because this is My Poet's Corner.. Poetry has had been one of the greatest impact on me. As You have Read Day 1 of this Challenge I stated that I am NO good at expressing my true feelings outwardly, so yes, Poetry helps and I fine it fun as well close to my heart for I created it~ I <3 Poetry~
And if had to be a Person, Of cause I would choose Jesus, but you know what, lets bring it closer to human among human. So that person would be....
Everyone I have known, for each and every single person I have met, friend, enemy, teacher, lil'kid has been THE biggest impact in my life, now and in the future~
Because this is My Poet's Corner.. Poetry has had been one of the greatest impact on me. As You have Read Day 1 of this Challenge I stated that I am NO good at expressing my true feelings outwardly, so yes, Poetry helps and I fine it fun as well close to my heart for I created it~ I <3 Poetry~
And if had to be a Person, Of cause I would choose Jesus, but you know what, lets bring it closer to human among human. So that person would be....
Everyone I have known, for each and every single person I have met, friend, enemy, teacher, lil'kid has been THE biggest impact in my life, now and in the future~
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
My Favorite Superhero??? Well, tell yea the truth, I don't have a favorite superhero, but I took a few random quizzes about superheroes and I got Spiderman... LOL
So Spiderman it is! Well, for One I like him because he got bitten by a bug!! Thats cool~ xD Second It looks really fun to be swinging around like that with those spider webs. WEEEE!!!! Third, well because I always wonder how he breathed, so can he like live without oxygen, like I mean.. Look at his mask!! Do you see anything that can help him breath!?!?! Forth? Hmmm... because, because he's witty and jumpy?? And finally Fifth, Because I like him lah!!
Hehehe, such nonsense I tell yeah! Peace out~
So Spiderman it is! Well, for One I like him because he got bitten by a bug!! Thats cool~ xD Second It looks really fun to be swinging around like that with those spider webs. WEEEE!!!! Third, well because I always wonder how he breathed, so can he like live without oxygen, like I mean.. Look at his mask!! Do you see anything that can help him breath!?!?! Forth? Hmmm... because, because he's witty and jumpy?? And finally Fifth, Because I like him lah!!
Hehehe, such nonsense I tell yeah! Peace out~
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Tommy Reeve - I'm Sorry
The Gloomy and Cold Sadness in the Air,
Turns my Heart into Sadness and Despair
The sound of Raindrops upon the Ground,
I'm Sorry for your Pain that I've Done
I know I still will Always Love you,
Yes, that will definitely be True
Yet, the Time when I Went and Leave,
I’m Sorry for your Hurt, so Please Forgive
When I Think of what I did to You,
It makes me Regret and Feel like a Fool
But you know what I’ll Still Do,
I’m still Caring for You
I’m Sorry for the Words I didn’t Say,
I Left when You wanted Me to Stay
I was Mean, Hurtful, maybe even Cruel,
To Say I’m Sorry, yea that’s what I’ll do~
I’m Sorry for the Broken Heart,
I’m Sorry that We had to Part
Too Afraid to get too Close,
Stained with Blood this White Rose~
I'm still Loving you~
Turns my Heart into Sadness and Despair
The sound of Raindrops upon the Ground,
I'm Sorry for your Pain that I've Done
I know I still will Always Love you,
Yes, that will definitely be True
Yet, the Time when I Went and Leave,
I’m Sorry for your Hurt, so Please Forgive
When I Think of what I did to You,
It makes me Regret and Feel like a Fool
But you know what I’ll Still Do,
I’m still Caring for You
I’m Sorry for the Words I didn’t Say,
I Left when You wanted Me to Stay
I was Mean, Hurtful, maybe even Cruel,
To Say I’m Sorry, yea that’s what I’ll do~
I’m Sorry for the Broken Heart,
I’m Sorry that We had to Part
Too Afraid to get too Close,
Stained with Blood this White Rose~
I'm still Loving you~
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Well, now this question will have too many answers, so I'll show the most resent place I went to. Went to Europe around Croatia, Slovenia and places like those. But this Pic was me on the way to Venice on a Boat~
Weee~ ILY =D
Weee~ ILY =D
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
A Habit that I wish I didn't have?
Well, let me think here. Hmmm, maybe, I guess it would be... hmm, I really don't know, I don't think getting angry easily is a habit. Hmm, maybe laziness, OHH Oh! I know!!
A habit I wish I didn't have : PROCRASTINATION!!
The evil 'P' word! Muahahahaaha!! Its a habit cause I just like to do thing last minute because it makes me think of it more and concentrate on it more during that short period of time left*more stress too, bad stuff* For example, I have this project called 'SEP' or the Self-Exploration Project. I'm suppose to find out more about myself, family background, my strengths and weaknesses and so on.
SO.. as you know, I procrastinate and while most of the others has started already, guess what, I'm here writing this blog post!Woops~ xP Hehehe, well yea, I do know its bad that's why I want it gone, but its a habit and habits, especially if its strong, is very hard to break. SO yea, what I can do to improve is get focused, set my mind not to procrastinate and ask for God's help... yeah~ I'll do that~
So yup, procrastination is Evil!! Muahahahahaha!
Peace babeh~
Well, let me think here. Hmmm, maybe, I guess it would be... hmm, I really don't know, I don't think getting angry easily is a habit. Hmm, maybe laziness, OHH Oh! I know!!
A habit I wish I didn't have : PROCRASTINATION!!
The evil 'P' word! Muahahahaaha!! Its a habit cause I just like to do thing last minute because it makes me think of it more and concentrate on it more during that short period of time left*more stress too, bad stuff* For example, I have this project called 'SEP' or the Self-Exploration Project. I'm suppose to find out more about myself, family background, my strengths and weaknesses and so on.
SO.. as you know, I procrastinate and while most of the others has started already, guess what, I'm here writing this blog post!Woops~ xP Hehehe, well yea, I do know its bad that's why I want it gone, but its a habit and habits, especially if its strong, is very hard to break. SO yea, what I can do to improve is get focused, set my mind not to procrastinate and ask for God's help... yeah~ I'll do that~
So yup, procrastination is Evil!! Muahahahahaha!
Peace babeh~
Ne-yo - Beautiful Monster
In All of My Miserable Life
None made my Heart Strive
But here You are, in Front of my Eyes
Like a Knife, Slashing and Slice
So Scared of this Beautiful One
I'm Terrified, yet You Turn me On
She's a Monster, But I don't Mind
A Beautiful Monster and That's Fine
A Beautiful Monster with a Fire Within
A Lust that Calls, She makes me Sin
But I don't mind, In fact I Like it
I Love her, But she makes Me Bleed
And here She goes Playing with Hearts
Like a Knife, Deadly and Sharp
And here she is Playing with my Mind
Yet even all this Trouble, She's still Mine~
Peace~
None made my Heart Strive
But here You are, in Front of my Eyes
Like a Knife, Slashing and Slice
So Scared of this Beautiful One
I'm Terrified, yet You Turn me On
She's a Monster, But I don't Mind
A Beautiful Monster and That's Fine
A Beautiful Monster with a Fire Within
A Lust that Calls, She makes me Sin
But I don't mind, In fact I Like it
I Love her, But she makes Me Bleed
And here She goes Playing with Hearts
Like a Knife, Deadly and Sharp
And here she is Playing with my Mind
Yet even all this Trouble, She's still Mine~
Peace~
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