1 more day till 2011!

Well, its the 30th guys.. Can you believe tomorrow's the last day of 2010!!!

Sigh, holidays are ending school is coming and I'm dang nervous.. If I can't manage to meet a certain goal my parents are gonna pull me out and put me somewhere else, away, from you all, sad, CRY!!!! :'(

Oh Dear Father God, Please help me in my goals next year. I really, really, really want to stay in Vineyard. Help me to concentrate but have fun at the same time. Give me the interest is studying and making it fun at the same time. Help me with all the reports and projects I would have to do. Help me use the time given to me next year properly. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Pheww, all the best next year guys! Peace out!
*I know you love my Peace sign ;)*

ily

Just Believe~

Believe you can Do it,
Believe there is Hope,
Believe in Yourself,
Believe your Friends Love you for who You are,
Believe you're Unique in your own way,
Believe there is Good in Everyone,
Believe in God,
Just Believe~

Curiosity Kills~

Should I ask you?
Is it the smartest thing to do?
Or should I just wonder in curiosity?
Is it worth it?
Or am I just fooling myself with false Hope?
Nothing is clear or is it?
Left alone to stand and be alone now~
Curiosity kills~

Bassist in da making!

Yea baba! Wazzup people!

I'm so happy!! Weee~

I finally can play Shadow of the day and Leave Out all the Rest by Linkin Park on the Bass! Yea baby~ Plus, yesterday I got a new Nerf Gun, the Raider CS-35! Woot! LongShot and Raider is down...~ Now I want a Recon CS-6 and Stampede ECS!

Good Christmas~

Well guys school is starting!!! Dang nervous for next year leh.. Need to work way way harder.. this year was bad... sigh~

I should not end this with a downer soooo~~

What do you call a cow that is emo??

A Mooody Cow~ xD

What did the Sea say to the Sand?

Nothing, it waved~

Hehehe, peace~ *I know you like my peace sign ;D*

Sunway lagoooonnnnn!!

Woooohhhhhhhhhh......

Tireeedddddddddd................

Today I went to Sunway Lagoon with Bea, Dav, Jon, and Joni. It was really fun! Had a great time, went on many rides like the Pirate ship.

Woo! Jon actually followed me on the Pirate Ship! A Higher Respect from me edi now Jon! Bea!!! You said you'll go on it! Why last minute chicken ot?! Jon You're a Man now!! You faced your fears and went on the Pirate Ship... Too bad you didn't follow me on the second round.. It stayed still upside-down for like 5secs or so... Wah Liao!! Felt the rush of blood in my head! It hurt real bad... Now I'm having a headache cuz of that... Anaconda was Awesome! Went twice, Enjoyed twice, soaked twice!! hehe~

Then I wanted to go for the tomahawk!! But it was under repair..... :'(

So Jon faced his fears on walking the long hanging bridge. Bea and Joni were so funny! They were like behind us and I was tempted to jump on the bridge and scare them... Too Bad Dav stopped me... x_x"

So then We went wet park, got wet, then dry, then baked, then wet, then dry, then wet, then wet, then dry, then wet and so on.... yea~ xP

So Was floating on the rafts and somehow my raft would always drift away from the others and go to the deep end.... ALWAYS!!!! Its like the deep end loves me or my raft.... hmmmphhh and Dav would have to come and pull me back and then I'll drift away again... I sometimes didn't even notice I was drifting away.. Cuz Well I was in a way sleeping on it xD So now sleeping on it under the hot sun*Yes I love sun more then water* and now i'm darker/blacker but I have no sunburn, I feel NO PAIN!!!! AHahaha!! Awesome~

After in Sunway Lagoon we went to Pyramid and Hang, went to McD's and ate... we had no lunch and by the time we ate it was like 4-ish... lol. So walked to the Entrance, waited for Dav's dad. Bought a Caramel Late at Starbucks and relaxed and chilled~ Went hom to Dav's house, play with his guitars and Bob-it*I think thats how you spell it* went home and didn't get to sleep, did stuff ate dinner and here I am!

But yea had an awesome day with you guys! Loved every second of it!

Ily~ <3

Sick Puppies~

Totally liking Sick Puppies NOW MAN!!!!!
Emma Anzai is super, duper Awesome!!
I respect her man~

I love this songs and Imma going to try to learn You're going down on the bass!

:Odd One, You're going down, and All the same

1 Am post

Ahh, brain, hand, fingers, wrist, dies~

Tell yea the truth, I've only settle 2 Christmas presents... Yes, I know slow, but I want to make it feel personal and to show my efforts I put it to get/make your gift. I pray to God that I can find and buy/make it properly and that it'll come out A-okay! =D

So yea, I've had an idea for 5 of your presents but it keeps on failing! I did it 3 times already and still I haven't got it done nicely! It'll always mess up... Hmphh..

You other people, I'm still thinking and brainstorming and praying and hopping that something will pop up and say this is the best present for that person!

The 2 happy people! You both were like the easiest, but it doesn't mean it doesn't show how much effort it took me to get it!*Actually it did take a lot of effort* But yea yours is settled! Hoorah! End on a high note eh!

Well Merry Christmas! Happy Happy happy~

Love yea~ <3

The 2:30 AM Post

greeting from 2:30 AM writer~

in love with death note all the more and,

Living in this insane crazy world,
Death and pain is shown through my veins.
Only the light that seems so far away shows,
Yearning for it but never gaining it.
Over the fact that hope exist,
United with the gods of Death.
Kings and Queens shall fall to my hand,
No one will oppose my rightful power.
Over and under, down we go...
We are lost in the labyrinth of souls.

Rising once and falling again.
Eternal depression and hurt.
Apples are my soulful drug.
People and their thirst quenching blood,
Everyone will run with fear.
Return of the vengeful spirit.
Sucking up all kinds of hope and happiness...

One shall rise, oppose, and fall,
Never to rise again for many millenniums..
Loneliness has crept into your lives
You humans sure are ugly...
Each day through the fires of hell,
All the way through the valley of death gods~
Time will come one day..
Angry will be the god of righteousness,
People of good shall rise,
Personalities of the righteous shall come..
Loneliness shall flee,
Ever will eternal hope come again.
So says the tale, but the love for apples will always be here~*The redder the better*

can you guess the hidden message??

i <3 apples and you ;D

Your friend, whom is a lazy blogger

I feel so guilty now cause all my friends keep on writing about how awesome and great their friends are. And how they explain how they love their friends and all the good stuff.

And then I see Me...

I'm all to lazy and tired to write all those stuff you guys do. I feel useless and unfriendly. But guys and gals, know that I respect and love each and everyone one of you. Sry, but I'm not going to say all the things I love and care on each and everyone of you, cuz well, you know... I'm lazy *not a good excuse* But know that I'll love, care and protect each and everyone of you with all my heart and strength.

Btw, random thing... Imma reading Death Note now, and i just gotta say that I LOVE "L" and Raiko!!! Woot!! So loving it! <3

Hehehe, hearts to you all.. ^^

Breathe by Superchick

Please tell me you'll fight this fight
I can't see without your light
I need you to breathe into my life
Don't tell me this is goodbye
I won't grieve
It's not yet time
Each breath breathed is keeping hope alive

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

Each breath breathed means we're alive
And life means that we can find
The reasons to keep on getting by
And if reasons we can't find
We'll make up some to get by
'Til breath by breath we'll leave this behind

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

All you have to do is breathe
All you have to do is breathe

So keep breathing
Go on breathe in
Keep on breathing
Go on breathe in
Just breathe

In the End Linkin Park

[It starts with]
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal, didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Linkin Park Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are


I'm loving this songs by LP: The Catalyst, In the End, Somewhere I belong, From the inside, Shadow of the Day, and of cos Leave out all the rest! Woot!

Hols Yo! Enjoy it while it last!

Linkin Park The Catalyst

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
[x3]

No
And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light

God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

[x2]
God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns
For the sins of our hands
The sins of our tongues
The sins of our fathers
The sins of our young
No

And when I close my eyes tonight
To symphonies of blinding light

God save us everyone
Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns

Ooh

Like memories in cold decay
Transmissions echoing away
Far from the world of you and I
Where oceans bleed into the sky

Lift me up
Let me go
[x16]

[x2]
God bless us everyone
We're a broken people living under loaded gun
And it can't be outfought
It can't be outdone
It can't be outmatched
It can't be outrun
No..




Linkin Park FTW! And its November! November = Music love and AWARDS NIGHT!!!! AHHHH~

Haha, you know what, I was suppose to blog about my Bday, but meh...i forgot and became lazy...Zzzz, anyway it was normal...had 12 midnight wishes, day was normal...Chelle, Claudia, Karmen, and Carmen went and tell Sher its my Bday, so then everyone sang, girls gave me hugs, then normal, work, work then lunch, then I had this treasure hunt thingy the Karmen leong set up. Eventually I found my prezzie, it was a bracelet and a cool badge saying,"I'm a pro at weird" <-- Cool! xD

Then had worship practice, go home eat, sleep, then go dinner at a steakhouse. came back, then check Fb, realized I got spammed on my wall with wishes, then slept.

Yea, basically thats what I did on my Bday.

Ok, now my week has been normal, weekend heard the same message twice, sang the same song twice or so, and the wallpaper for the projector was the same...yea, bored.

And now its monday, so yea...peace~

Ily

Sigh, Jealousy

I always envied you for some weird reason. I was and is still jealous of you, yet I'm happy for you. I tried being better and working harder, but somehow you always do better then me in almost everything. I love you with all my heart, but something deep down is anger and jealousy at the same time. I'm sorry, the green monster is coming again...

The Boringness....Hurray....

Hello, well I'm blogging again....so yea!

Well all seems happier a bit, kinda emo-ish but yet happy....weird, anyway I've been feeling very tired this few days. My back hurts. My head hurts. And I'm freaking pissed at the same time. Kinda morbid. Sort of sadistic too...Oh well, me and my mixed feelings. Its so weird, you feel all this yet you don't know what is causing all this feelings..haiz!

Black, white, red...so nice colors!

Sorry for the randomness. But I donno what to blog. BUT I want to blog! Oh I know what to blog now, hehehe it just came to mind.

Well Radio talk show is finished! My groups one played yesterday..I liked it a lot actually. Had lots and lots and lots of fun!! I tell you 80% of the time doing the preparation was all laughter!! We laughed and laughed till we cried!! Hahaha! was so much fun! Well that's one thing done! BUT still got the stupid science fair, then got to catch up on lot on my work and then some more got the presentation for awards nite to work on...dies...

And you know what's funny, Basil and Claudia are the same and Derick and I are the same*FYI Claudia and I are in one team doing one presentation and Basil and Derick is another team for presentation* So you see, Derick keeps on bugging Basil to start on their presentation, while I keep on bugging Claudia....AND Claudia would say do like later or concentrate on it later on...then Basil says to Derick that he got other priorities first.....*So poor Derick and me*....

So Claudia and Ba says later on...

Derick and I keeps on bugging them...

In the end...

Derick says to Basil, "If you're not going to care about it now, then I won't care about it either!"

I say to Claudia," Call/tell me when you finally want to continue planning, I'm lazy to keep chasing you now."

So now....we're not really doing anything! How hilarious!

Yay....*non enthusiastic voice*


bye all....Zzzzz

The Awesome 3

The Greek civilization, The Ancient Egyptian civilization, and The Roman civilization~

Love this 3 civilizations, they're soo cool and awesome!!

I like the..

Greeks because, They had awesome mythology to learn about, their cities like Sparta or Athena had great armies and they made a way to discover and create new things...Plus, my name is greek! xD

Egyptians because, I just love their ancient language and how they believe on different stories about their gods, like Horus or Isis. They also discovered many thing they made the Pyramids. Their monuments are cool too...

Romans because, they had such great strategies in war and I think they're cool cuz they had Alexander the Great, and from there it relates back to Egypt again because of Cleopatra...

That's why this three civilizations is sooo freaking awesome!!
My opinion...

<3

Blueereee

Hey all, I getting lazy to blog now...its like I want to blog about it but no passion to do so....so yea not many new post will come. Since I'm blogging I guess blog now lah...xD So yea, all seems good right? Everything in life, all happy and having fun? Hah my foot, all getting emo again....so many friends all emo same time wan, so annoying. Yet I like to listen to their problems, lol. So yea lah emo friends, annoyed me, and mister anger is trying to break free again...haiz.

But on the up side, Carmen is coming back soon. She'll be back this thursday, but only come school Monday, tsk tsk tsk. Oh well! ^^

Then got science fair project to do with Chelle and Dav, wish us the best! Hope we do well in making the 'raise the flag' project! ^^

Interesting

You know what? Apparently I feel sad when i reread all my past post...
It makes me feel sad, lol. Haha, well glad most of them are getting better, haha!

Yea, anyway, Whoo Yea! Tomorrow we are gonna celebrate Dav's Bday, even though its like only next Friday, lol. But yea, super excited! I tell you ahh, very funny wan this friends of mine...First off one say cannot come, then I book all the tickets on that morning, then that same day in school that friend told me she could come, and some more we we're watching 2 movies, so the first was Eclipse, apparently they are twilight crazy peeps...like crazy...so yea tried to rebook, but when I called it was adi on 4th row, in the morning was 10th!! That freaking fast wei!!
Then this guy suddenly say he also want to watch eclipse, but cannot book adi!! So tomorrow need go early and try to get extra 2 more tickets. Then another one, say can come at first...then later today told me he maybe won't come....some more I had to rebook, for the first friend I told you, so I rebook extra one more so will get different code number rite, so I deleted the first booking, then this fellow go say he most likely won't come!! SO I BOOKED FOR NOTHING!!!! And they were good seats!!!!

Dayyuuumm!!

Rise Against - The Audience of One

I can still remember the words and what they meant
As we etched them with our fingers in years of wet cement
Days blurred into each other though everything seemed clear
We cruised along at half speed but then we shifted gears

We ran like vampires from a thousand burning suns
But even then we should have stayed

But we ran away - now all my friends are gone
Maybe we've outgrown all the things we once loved
Run away - but what are we running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone?

Identities assume us as nine and five add up
Synchronizing watches to the seconds that we lost
And I looked up and saw you - I know that you saw me
We froze but for a moment in empathy

I brought down the sky for you but all you did was shrug
You gave my emptiness a name

And you ran away - now all my friends are gone
Maybe we've outgrown all the things we once loved
Run away - but what are we running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone?

We're all okay until the day we're not
The surface shines while the inside rots
We raced the sunset and we almost won
We slammed the brakes but the wheels went on

We ran away - now all my friends are gone
Maybe we've outgrown all the things that we once loved
Run away - but what are we running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one
Where have they gone?


Rise against is an awesome band! My type of band! xD

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY!!!?!!?!?!!!!??!!!?!?!?!??!???!?!??!!??!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!????!?!?!

SHUCKS WEI!!!!

ARGENTINA LOST!!!

4-0

4-0!!!


*cries*


DERICK THEY LOST!!!! LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smack you Ah Foo and Ah Ba..... >=[


Shuckababa!!

Argentina VS Germany

Wah lew!! ARGENTINA!!!! Wah watching match between Argentina and Germany now!! First half, Germany is leading!! 1-0 NOO!!!! I'm not going to lose to you David foo and Basil cha!!! Derick!! Better hope Argentina win!!! Aiyeeee!!!!!

Burn right through my heart now

Sometimes I just understand, why do you all need to fight and argue...
You know I don't like it very much, you my friends...why do you all need to be so sad. You all know how happy I like yoou all to be happy...

BUT, NO! You all just gotta get sad, and hold grudges so long, why! WHY!!! There is a thing called letting go of the hurt you felt, to forgive and move on towards the future. I JUST DON'T GET IT!!! I hate it when you are all so sad!! I want you all to be happy! Yes, even you ppl I'm not very close to, or ppl I get angry at....but still!! I want you all to be happy!! Truth!!

I don't like it when you all feel sad....ESPECIALLY!! When all of you somehow become emo at the same time!!! You all are very precious to me...I can't take the feeling when you all are hurt or sad!!

My heart is in pain everytime I see you all sad...thats why I act stupidly to cheer you guys up, but sometimes all you emo feelings just pisses me off!! AArgghhh.....


Sigh...

Sigh, depression is my mortal enemy!! >=[

Arhh, why do you go emo mode when you're already sad!! That would make you feel worst, no!!? Sigh, I really which you could try and fight back all you hurt and just release all problems to God!! He is there to always help you!! There will also be friends to pull you through, to get you out of the back pit!! Look towards the future and forget the past!!! This is a clue to my question to the FB question I posted! Think!!

Wooh yea!!

Wee~
We're all getting into the song writing mood!! Woohh!!!!
Must set another JAM session again!! For sure! Karmen, I wanna hear you song!!
Chelle can come so we can here you play and sing it!! In school also can!! I wanna wanna hear!!! Hehehehehe!! Woot!


Now that was the happy part....now the annoying and sort of sad part...


Since last nite, I've been hearing lots of fights between my friends....sigh, Ruby and Bea fight. Dav and Bea fight....sigh, why lah! And some more started last night, the night I decided to sleep early. Two nights before stay up till 2 or 1:30 like that, but nothing happen. Was silence all sleeping....then last night I decide to sleep and rest my body, but some fights happened when I fall asleep....hmmphhh, so uncool~ >=[


Well, hope everyone will calm down and be happy again, oh and when I sad, they all usually happy, but now I DAMN HAPPY!!! But everyone is like fighting and arguing. Some are happy at least....sigh, inspiration....such a beautiful word, also fascinating is a beautiful word!! ^^

I made new poems/quotes again, watdaya think about it!

SHMUCK!!! Left it in school!!! >:[

Oh well show you in the next post lah...


see yea!


btw


ily <3

Song Nya~

Lyrics by: Me
Melody by: David Foo

A Brand New Start


Verse 1

G
It's a brand new start,

C
A brand new day,

Em
No need of a fight,

D
Just to love each other,


G
Mighty feelings of pain,

Em
Flowing through the heart,

Am
A need for acceptance,

D7
To be of a part.


Pre-Chorus

Em C
It's clear as crystal,

G D
And beautiful like the moon,

Em C
The warm radiance of the sun,

D
Letting me learn to forgive.


Chorus

Em
Oh, to fight back the pain,

C D
To let go of the hurt,

Am
To give you a second chance,

D A C
To have a brand new start,

Em

To push back all the anger,

G C
To shut out the pain,

Em
To keep on going on,

G
Its a brand new start.


Verse 2

G
The perfect promise,

C
That you gave to me,

Em
To break it apart,

D
And throw it away!

G
To love and forgive,

Em
Let go of this anger,

A
To forget all the past,

D
And look towards the future,


The Chorus again


Then Bridge
A Brand New Start (x3)

Woot!!

Weeee!!!

Well school's back and its time to crack at the books! (which is vry hard to)

Well sinse school started, so did show and tell, and this time its random pick...scarry wei!!! So the lucky first group was..........Karmen, Brands, Keith's group!!! woohooo!!! Yea the lucky first, yup and guest who's the second! Well, it was Basil and me....wah I had a feeling we would actually go on today! And I was right!! We did! Hah oh well we did well and got 41.5/50! YAY!!


and.....






KARLYN LEONG YOU BETRAYER!!! SOMEMORE ONLY COME TOMORROW WHEN WE'RE DONE ADI!!! >='[

oh well....




P.S.


ily <3

Nya, random stuffies!!

Some random quote/phrase/watever you call it, I made/though/wrote just now...

First one is, 'Innocent Crystal Rose covered in bloody sadness'
Sad, and think about it, I guess the Innocent Crystal represents someone, but ain't tellin' who...

Second one is kinda random, I was thinking of Vampires and stuff, then this came outin my thoughts, 'The Kiss from a cold blooded pale face, could be the one to warm your sweet heart'

Random~

But yea, wat isn't random about me?? ^O^

And I still think about how 'he' feels, is he sad or angry at me? Will our friendship be broken?? Is he vry, vry, vry, vry depress??? Sigh....

Haiz, should I go to chelle's CG outing BBQ thingy.....
Sigh...should I, feel weird lah....


Anyway, I still enjoy being single xP
Hah, well Just 'he' feels alright....



Bye~



Btw


ily ^^




K.O. x_x

You know what?

I've loved my Hols, although its been a bit chaotic, and really, really random. But yea, randomness in my blood haha.

So you know what?? What Charis?? What's so FASCINATING!!? That! What? That! Huh?? I mean how I've been addicted to the word fascinating! But yea, that's the one word to describe my hols. Its been vry vry vry fascinating. I learn a lot from anime, The holiday fun club I helped at, and a lot of advise I learn and figured out through my parents, and of cuz the common sense as a christian, you add in the biblical principles to those advise...heh

Well Its 12:45AM in the morning, and I don't wanna sleep!!! Love every bit of freedom before its back to school!! Tell you the truth I miss school a bit, a bit lah...but yea, time to put back the thinking cap and take of the goofing of cap...time to get focused on work. And still there are a lot of problems during this hols ehh, Karmen? Ruby? Fascinating lil' peeps...and to think we all had that problem last time, or something, or or, ehh who what heh, ehh, umm wat I wanna say again ahh????

Nya!! My mind half dead liao!! hahaha, but aim to stay at least 2:30AM, David!! You awake!!! You say you staying up to 3!!! Hmmph.....lets go Fb and see wat silly comments I can give before its time to sleep!! ^^ David I just love twisting your words ehh!? Eh *Censored*!! David Loves you!!!! xDD

Am I joking or being really serious?? I don't even know!! This fingers are moving on its own!! Ahhhhh!!!! Run away!! Attack of the typing fingers!!! I totally sound like a crazy, madman here...haiz

Well now, simply delightful to share my thoughts with thee. We must do this sometime again. My friend, I think its the beginning of a beautiful friendship! Jolly good show all!! See you next fall ladies and gentlemen. Delightful meeting! Till we meet again. ^^

btw,




ily <3

So whack lah!

My Holidays are vry fascinating, I get to hear lots of problems, find out lots of problems, and find out things I don't wanna hear. But somehow thing reach my ear, either sooner or later, its not that I don't like it, after all you guys know how much I like finding things out, but somethings are better left secrets....yea, but thats not why I'm blogging, well partly it is... xP


So yea, my holidays are either boring, busy, or unusual....like how I manage to write the lyrics of two crappy songs I made, how friends of my friends tell me their problems, and apparently when I'm super busy like chatting with 3 friends, somehow some random person I don't really know starts a chat with me and starts blurting out all their problems....and when I'm like super free.....I'm free....nothing to do wan!! Busy, lagi more busy....free, sooo free till I can sleep and then wake up and still be free....haha, yea...and So far, you guys know about my break up with a certain someone, yea, after that I started to hear a lot of problems from friends, and random ppl I don't really know starting to get relationship problem....most of them lah, if all I die adi....yea apparently there's this weird breaking up bug flying around....


My advise, don't get into a relationship to early, cuz you are most likely to have a break up, and when that happends it would effect your whole life and everything you do. So stay single for now and concentrate on other important things in life and when the time is rite, God will bring the right guy/girl for you.

Oh and one more thing, I learn/heard this phrase the other day, 'If you become sad and worried, those that are around you would start to get worried about you too. And You must always remember that you're not on your own when you face a problem, your friends will alway be at your side and help you with watever they can.'
This makes lots of sense, well to me....Also, my favorite line is, 'Every sad second you spend is every second you lose for a happy moment. Don't waste it, stay happy and optimistic!' xD

So yea, peace out and remember those qoutes/phrases it can help you to push forward in life....bye~

Skillet - Better then Drugs

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Calm the ache, stop the shakes
You clear my mind
You're my escape
From this messed up place
'Cause you let me forget
You numb my pain

How can I tell you just all that you are
What you do to me

You're better than drugs
your love is like wine
Feel you comin' on so fast
Feel you comin' to get me high
You're better than drugs
Addicted for life
Feel you comin' on so fast
Feel you comin' on to get me high

Feel you when I'm restless
Feel you when I cannot cope
You're my addiction, my prescription, my antidote
You kill the poison
Ease the suffering
Calm the rage when I'm afraid
To feel again
How can I tell you just all that you are
What you do to me

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
You're the strength of my life

[Altro:]
Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you come to get me high

Awesome~

Music Crazy!!!

Weeee~

I love this Christian Rock Bands soooo much!!! Its so freaking awesome wei~

Skillet, Kutless, and Flyleaf...way awesome yo!!!

Aiyahyahyahyahyahyah!!! Love them!!

See yea~

Kutless - Smile

On a plane somewhere again
I take my place in line just like every other time
I slide into my window seat
She was sitting there
One seat over so I said "Hello, how are you today?"

With my smile I could see the hope within her eyes
And I knew that something's different today

[CHORUS:]
Though everything's the same inside there's something real
A faith which causes me to change. (But what's different now)
A spark is gleaming in my eye like diamond stars that fill the sky
I think a smile says it all
A smile says it all

The conversation presses on
As miles pass below, she said I have to let you know
You seem so different to me
There is a joy inside
The love of God is all I know from which this could originate

With one smile I could see, the faith we share inside
And I know that something's different today

[BRIDGE:]
I see what a smile can say about me
I know that words are not always what speak
Sometimes it's not what I say
That the world around me seems to understand

beautiful song, such a beautiful song~

Story of the Year - Until the Day I die

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart

As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now you know that I'd die to, I'd die too
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
(When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes take the fall for you
Hope you need this now I know I still do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?
Never fall apart so tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "Remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you

My hands are at your throat I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes, mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes we made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
Until the day I die



Awesome~

Support your friends~

“If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall"

Anonymous~

I just love this quote, and yes....I mean this to all my friends, hopefully I strong enough to catch you.. xDD
ehehe....love yea~

Hols~

Well, the hols are back and its time for another 2 boring weeks to pass by, I hope...my hols is going to be kinda boring, I guess I'll do work(I know that sounds crazy) basically my hols will be filled with...

1) Going to sleep A LOT!! Like catch up with all my sleep
2) Go online, hopefully got people,who aren't annoying, online...then not so boring...
3) Have the JAM session at my house with friends, thank God for it...
4) Eat lots of random junk food and chill/listen music/Television
5) Work, work, work, and more WORK!!
6) Work on my essay, which I've got not much ideas on what to write, God give me wisdom and ideas to write on topic and not go of topic....sigh
7) Think how to solve some problems and issues about my life/ or friends life...
8) Hope to have a great heart-to-heart time with friends(KARMEN!! DAVID!! Don't leave me alone this hols!!)
9) Exercise and have bonding time with my animals and folks(Yikes)
10) MOVIE MANIA!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

Well, that's mainly what I'll be doing this whole two weeks....hopefully :)
Enjoy your hols, cause I know mine is going to be boring....oh well! Bye~

Better ways wei~

You know, it really hurts and makes you seriously angry when you find out your friend was like heart broken or that something vry bad happen to them...it really makes you feel like murdering the person that hurt your friend, well for me that is...and feeling all this makes me feel like, if I do go through something like this, it'll hurt my friends too, and that's one of my fears....sigh

I feel the hurt they feel and makes me feel like having revenge on those hurtful ppl....sheesh, at least if you are to break up, do it nicely, not like "even if a truck bangs you down, I wouldn't care wat happen to you fat b*tch!" or like "You are a nobody now to me, your face is the ugliest thing I've ever seen in my life, why don't you just f*ck off you silly b*tch!"

Sheesh, there are way lest hurtful ways to let a person down, and not so rude ways too...
You ppl who have hurt my friends are in serious trouble if you push me of the edge,
cuz you guys are walking on thin ice with me....

And to my lovely friends, close or not so close, I be a shoulder for you to cry on, and Carmen, thank for the offer too :)

Its the best day ever!!

Hahaha, yes as you can see, its the best day ever to happen....hehehe, tks for the lovely poem and the sweet gift, meine Liebe . Had a great and awesome time :) We should do it again, for sure....



xoxo, muax!~

Poets of the Fall - Carnival of Rust

To breath the name
of your savior
in your hour of need
And taste the blame
if the flavor
should remind you of greed
Of implication, insinuation and it will
till' you cannot lie still
and all this turmoil
before red cape and foil
come closing in for a kill

CHORUS:
Come feed the rain
cause i'm thirsty for your love
dancing underneath the skies of lust
yea, feed the rain
cause without your love my life
ain't nothing but this carnival of rust


it's all a game,
avoiding failure
when true colors will bleed
all in the name
of misbehavior
and the things we don't need
i lust for after no disaster can touch
touch us anymore
and more than ever
i hope to never fall,
where enough is not the same it was before

CHORUS: X2
Come feed the rain
cause i'm thirsty for your love
dancing underneath the skies of lust
yea, feed the rain
cause without your love my life
ain't nothing but this carnival of rust

Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh
when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh
when the heart is yearning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh
when the world is burning
Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh
when the heart is yearning

=)

0.o Poets of the Fall is nice, no they're not nice, they're AWESOME!!! Carnival of Rust is vry nice!! Roses too!!! Woohoo! They rock!


I'm vry high and happy now! =) Can't wait for Wed!! Lalalalalalah!!!

Weee~~ High in the sky!

Weee!! My heart isw flying in the air!!! Ahhhh, oh I'm so happy!!! Oh I can't wait this Wed, oh oh and I seriously curious about your suprise!!! Can't wait!!!

Crossfade - So Far Away

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus]
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus]

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything

I'm so far away

Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say

[Chorus]

Now I'm blaming you

I'm so far away


SONG MANIA!!!!


Guilty - The Rasmus

I feel guilty
my words are empty
no signs to give you
i don't have the time for you

you say i'm heartless
and you say i don't care
i used to be there for you
and you've said i seem so dead, that i have changed
but so have you

guilty, guilty i feel so
empty, empty you know how to make me feel

i put a shield upon you
i didn't mean to hurt you
i would have only poisoned your mind
never meant to make you cry

you've been so thoughtless
i can see right through you
you used to be there for me
so don't you leave say goodbye
cause you have changed but so have i

i never thought that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder
i'll carry the world on my shoulders

SHMUCK!!!!

Shucks lah wei.....I wanna go out and hang wit ppl but my parents won't allow....sigh but oh who cares I've got ideas and I can get it done ;D so yea hopefully I can get it done! hahaha today my heart leaped! And I don't mean I had a heart attack! Weeeeeee~!

Hoosbastank - The Reason

This song is vry nice, especially the beginning....enjoy!!

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you



Its really meaningful to me, especially rite now....a reason for me
to change who I used to be....

Pissed like Crazy!!

I don't know wat to type out...sigh is just that I'm so freaking pissed of at so many things and feel really angry and emo, yes you know me as a positive thinker, but thats on the outside, deep,deep,deep,deeeeepp,deeeeeepp down in my heart, I am really hurt, I've got this feeling that I just want to hurt myself till I bleed and feel pain, Argggg!!

Sigh, there are a few things that really made me mad, like...

1)First of, on Sunday, my bro had the BB gang to come and do their singing thingy, then there is this girl that seriously pisses me off, she like keeps on saying 'HI!' for no damn reason, sheesh...
2)Then I was working with idiots for a Vid we we're doing for the Holiday Fun Club promo then...
3)When we were taking a short break, Mister ass hole just had to go and play with my FB account(which was on cuz I was on it, then had to go away and do somethings with the video camera)and he almost post 'I love you' to a guy that I seriously find annoying!!
4)Then Carmen Chang just had to and tease me and hubert about kissing each other!! Damn, then...
5) Claudia Chai just had to push me over the edge, first of, she go and put soap on my face, then after awhail she hard to do a 'burn' on my hand, then after school, she go and wet me on the face, my right side of my face was wet!! Sheesh, its like I just want to murder her like hell!! but don't want to....>.<
6) Then today Claudia was like telling me her important secret,well to me that is, so we were like chatting, then I found something that seriously made me damn DAMN MAD!!!! Thank God this person doesn't know me!! So then as usuall someone had to come(which was DAVID!!) then she don't wanna tell cuz he was like around, so I was like kk we chat later....then after school I forgot about it, then I suddenly remembered and started asking her again, then some how I think I'm jinx, DAVID had to come and she didn't want to tell me AGAIN!!So I was like David can pls go away!! then he was like NO, only if I told him wat inspired me to draw this new pic of mine, I didn't want to, cuz its kinda privated from him....so he didn't leave, eventually he had to go home, so I was like YES!!!! But, Claudia ran away and go play this ping pong game with 3 ppl, so she avoided me AGAIN!!!
Sheesh, You know how annoying it is to know like part of a secret and not know the rest....sigh, Arggg!!! DAMN, DAMN, DAMN, DAMN PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7) Oh yea, and after reading all those things, you can tell that I'm pissed at David too >:|

Hmphh, oh and I bet you Claudia is avoiding me now, I guess, cuz I send her an sms that showed my anger, so yea excuse me while I go and bash my hand on the wall~

BYE!! >:|

30 Seconds to Mars - This is War

A warning to the people
The good and the evil

This is war

To the soldier, the civilian
The martyr, the victim

This is war

It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world, It's a brave new world

A warning to the prophet
To the liar, to the honest

This is war

To the leader, the pariah, the victim, the Messiah

This Is War

It's the moment of truth and the moment to lie
The moment to live and the moment to die
The moment to fight, the moment to fight, to fight, to fight, to fight

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world, It's a brave new world, It's a brave new world

I do believe in the light
Raise your hands into the sky
The fight is done
The war is won
Lift your hands toward the sun
Toward the sun, toward the sun, toward the sun
The war is won

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world from the last to the first

To the right, to the left
We will fight to the death
To the Edge of the Earth
It's a brave new world, It's a brave new world, It's a brave new world

A brave new world, the war is won, the war is won, a brave new world

I believe in nothing not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing not the day or not the dark
I believe in nothing not but the beating of our hearts
I believe in nothing not 100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing not not in sin and not in God
I believe in nothing not not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing not but the truth in who we are


Awesome song

hi yaH ppl how are yoU ppl!! hEre is a liTtlE brain BusteR for you guys!! this hAs the namEs of 4 boys i aCtuAlly Don't mind as a bf anD I'm a little bIt impresseD wIth them. Really, i don't mind them, some times i think they are cute, so if you'Ve figureD it out, sms me you answer, or talK to me face-to-face, cuz if you post on the cbox, i'Ll not aNswer...


have fun~

Wat an awesome day~

WooHoo!! Today was damn awesome wei...got to meet up with like friends I haven't seen in ages! I was a great day, even though I didn't win any medals....but still its such an awesome day....Started like this....

First thing first, I woked up bright and early!(well not really bright, was sooo tired slept at 12,up at 6:15)

Got ready, had breakfast and headed to school, met up with the ppl there and chat, chat, chat....then we went on the bus, I set next to Claudia, and those around her ate things with.....MINT!!! (p.s. She hates the smell of mint)

She got a bitupset, so I changed seats and went up in front and sat with chantelle and started listening to music....She ahh keep on listening to all the Adam Lambert songs I had in my phone till I got sick of it....

Reached the stadium, and breath in the fresh,polluted air into my lungs and entered the stadium.....and guess wat we were late for the opening ceremony xP

hah, then we headed in and watch the ping pong players, well play.....sad to say none of them won....but its ok you guys did your best! :) BUT!!! 1 person won...and the prize goes to.......DANIEL KONG!!!!! WooHoo! Good job Dan!

Then went to eat and chill while waiting to run....was soo boring!!! But anyway, my time came then....wait for me 'heat' and while waiting I get my tan/sunburn while waiting....When my time came, was damn freaking nervous, and there was only 4 ppl running instead of 6, cuz 2 drop out, lol...less to fight for the first place for the first round....so yea, the horn when of and I just run like hell!!!

While running, all I heard was just the PA guy talking, then out of no where, can hear super loud, shrieking voices shouting like crazy, so in my head I was thinking like, WTH! Why so lound wan this ppl, and who the heck where they cheering for....so I was aiyah, ignore only, then suddenly I heard "GO CHARIS!!!!" Then I was like, oh they were cheering for me *sheepish smile* Oh and tell you wat if fun to do, while you run, scream like hell, well that technique works for me....so yea ran like hell and got 1st for the first round, but I got last in the final round....sad, oh well

Then after that had nothing to do, just had more food, drinks, and chat with my old friends....and a vry long chat wit Hubert, then met a few of my old teachers, eat some more....then when it was time for 4x100 we when cheer for them, ran along side with them ( on the grass next to them, not in the track) and got so freaking tired.

Then after all the craziness, we got so bored and feeling hot, cuz the sun was super hot! So we all chipped in with our money coupons and bought like a few dozens of water bottles, and guess wat.....everybody opened the bottles, drank a bit, and then we go wet each other with water! Woohoo!! Was so damn fun wei, everybody got wet, EXCEPT Del and Carmen...che so sad, one go home, one cannot get wet, cuz we hav 'reasons' not to xP

Oh and the sun was so freaking hot that when we were all drenched with water, the sun completely dried us up! That's how hot it was....at the end of the day, we had some random fun running 400m for fun, Jaryl was first, Claudia was second, Karl was third, Jared was fourth, I was fifth, Eynon was sixth, Benny Seventh, and this Reuben so smart, go run even though his foot a bit of skin come out.....then we headed home...Wanted to put some weird bets for next year's sports day...haha, it was an interesting bet....

So we reached home chilled and all went back our own ways.....now soo tired liao....but still can't sleep cuz I loved this day SOOOOOO much!!!!

Oh well, got church tomorrow, so sad, have to wake up early again, hah, see yea next post xP





AWESOME DAY!!!

Ahhhh!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!

OMGOSH!!!! Guess wats around the corner.....ITS SPORTS DAY!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SSOOOOOOO DAMN EXCITED LIAO!!! GET TO SEE ALL YOU OLD CLDR PEEPS!!!! WOOHOO!!!!! Well, I'm happy to go sports day not for the sports, but for all my awesome friends that will be there, and also meet some new ppl :)

Can't wait ya'll!!!! WOOOHOO!!!!!
See you guys there!


Jajajajajajajajarrr!!! Cannot sleep adi....hahaha and somemore tomorrow have to share devotion in the morning! Hah!~

WEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sry feeling high, happy and super excited liao~

Seriously Confused

Seriously, too many ppl are either getting really annoying to me or just plain emo....sheehh....
Wanna be happy but freaking hard to be~
JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJARRRR!!!!!!!!!!

Its like I seriously want to murder you all, but at the same time comfort and hug you....sigh complicated much, sigh I hate you ppl, but love you still~~



Random, I know xP

Remember the Name - Fort Minor

You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all (c'mon!)

[Chorus]
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!

Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist

It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!

[Chorus]

They call him Ryu The Sick
And he's spittin fire with Mike
Got him out the dryer he's hot
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak
Been a fuckin annihilist porcupine
He's a prick, he's a cock
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot
Eight years in the makin, patiently waitin to blow
Now the record with Shinoda's takin over the globe
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat

Tak! - He's not your everyday on the block
He knows how to work with what he's got
Makin his way to the top
People think its a common owners name
People keep askin him was it given at birth
Or does it stand for an acronym?
No he's livin proof, Got him rockin the booth
He'll get you buzzin quicker than a shot of vodka with juice
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best
Dedicated to what they doin give a hundred percent

Forget Mike - Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard
It seems like he's never got time
Because he writes every note and he writes every line
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind
It's like a design is written in his head every time
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed?
Ridiculous, without even trying, how do they do it?!

[Chorus - repeat 2x]

[Outro - Mike Shinoda]
Yeah! Fort Minor
M. Shinoda - Styles of Beyond
Ryu! Takbir! Machine Shop!





super addicted to it liao~

Jar! Freaking hard liao.....

Sigh, no matter how much I try, I still can't write a song.....ask me create a random poem for you, no problem.....but when I think up lyrics for my own song, I just can't, I find it freaking hard to......sigh sry Karmen.....

M.D.

Any idea wat M.D. is???

Here's a clue, the last word is Day and this day is important an its this Sunday...If you don't know give yourself a whack on the HEAD! Its Mother's Day!!!! Any ideas on wat you are going to do to show your appreciation to her, make sure its good!! she takes care of you so vry well, and we need to show our appreciation to her!!


Good luck on thinking up something for your mom!!

The Rasmus - Ten Black Roses

Life is like a boat in the bottle
Try to sail, You can't with no air
Day by day it only gets harder
Try to scream but nobody cares
Through the glass you see the same faces
Hear the voices play fade a drum
When your life's a boat in a bottle
You're surrounded, drifting alone

Don't leave me now
Stay another day
With me

When you're sad, and no-one knows it
I'll send you black roses
When your heart's dark and frozen
I'll send you black roses

Far away we wait for each other
I'm still on that road to nowhere
Kiss yourself for me in the mirror
Tie a black rose into your hair

Don't lose your faith
Share another night
With me

When you're sad and no-one knows it
I'll send you black roses
When your heart's dark and frozen
I'll send you black roses

Ten Black roses
Ten Black roses

Life is like a boat in the bottle
Try to sail, you can't with no air
Day by day it only gets harder
Try to scream but nobody cares

When you're sad, and no-one knows it
I'll send you black roses
When your heart's dark and frozen
I'll send you black Roses

Ten black roses...

What happen to us~~

It breaks my heart to see you all like this, it hurts you soo much that it hurts me....there is a big hole in my chest.....ya'll are in soo much pain till u can't even know that you ARE in pain.....

You may think I don't care, but truly my heart is crying for you.....that sadness you try to hide or that despair you say you don't feel anymore....but the truth is that you are definitely in a lot of hurt.....You just don't want to admit that you are hurt....and I understand ya'll don't share this wit me....but I can see that u truly need a listening ear....
I'll always be there waiting and available to be that listening ear you need when no one else will listen....I'll pray for you and comfort you with all my heart.....IF you let me too and I'll give my respects to you if you just want to have your privacy,but I'll always be ready to help in anyway I can.....my heart is in pain....because you're in pain.....


And listening to an emo song does not help when I typed this post.....

Encouragement...

The power of encouragement~ The power of encouragement is vry powerful....you could even save a person's life and its good for the soul....yours and the person you are encouraging! So give a person a nice BIG BEAR HUG and a GOOD PAT ON THE BACK and at least a nice, helpful encouragement!



P.S. Those that read this, you are awesome!

I've gotta bang this into my head!

When its Monday, I gotta do some important business. Need to give some ppl lovely, warm, Bear hugs....I know its not me, soo it'll be surprising, but after reading one of my friends emo blogs, I've come to a decision....
I'll be an encouraging friend who loves, respect, helps, and be a listening ear to those who are troubled or are going through a rough time....You guys need to know that I'm not that hardcore person you know....for I'm just like Garrett, hard shell outside, but inside just like jello.....
So, yes, FYI friends, I'll always be there for you and help you in anyway I can help....just let me know if you wanna share any problems to me....I'll be your listening ear :) I'll even maybe give you a hug...for you girls...Guys, I give you a big pat on the back and help you with any problems you have....

~Luvs~

Sigh...the stupid worldly ppl.....

YEAH!!!!!! I'M SOO FREAKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!! (As you can see the amount of exclamation marks) THE WORLD IS SOO ANNOYING, I TELL YOU AHHH!!! I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING EXTREMELY HORRIBLE!!!! THAT PERSON I'M MAD AT IS LUCKY THAT YOU ARE A FREAKING, STUPID, IDIOTIC, PERVERTED, INSANE, STUPID FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU STUPID, STUPID, STUPID!!! MAN!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE LUCKY I DON'T KNOW YOU!! OR YOU'LL GO TO HELL EARLIER!!!!!!! I TELL YOU!!! THE WORLD IS FREAKING INSANE!!!



AARRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


This is to a stupid stranger....it has nothing to do with you, my friends okay....its not you, for as I've said like freaking earlier its a FREAKING, STUPID, IDIOTIC, PERVERTED, INSANE, STUPID FREAKING STRANGER!!!! So not to worry...unless your that stupid idiot....but I doubt you're reading this.....ARRRGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Music moe??

Music....without music my life would be...

1) More quiet....like way more quiet...
2) more boring...
3) more sad, cuz I wouldn't have found out, heard a lot of awesome music/Bands...
4) more blur cuz I wouldn't understand when ppl talkabout different bands...
5) and I would be able to post this post xP

Ehehehe, my kind of music is like Rock, Pop, Emo-ish, a bit of Techno, Alternative Pop/Rock and some Jazz and Blues....What's yours???

My top 10 bands are....

1)30 Seconds to Mars
2)Hoobastank
3)My Chemical Romance
4)Muse
5)Lostprophets
6)P.O.D.
7)Disturbed
8)Acceptance
9)Crossfade
10)Nickelback


Yea....Loud music moe!

You never believe this!

YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE THIS!!!!


ALL that READS THIS has been INTOXICATED!!!! THERE IS POISON IN THE HEART!!! SPREAD IT!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!




Sry, I'm just bored....nothing to do....bye

lahlahlah....

Wat now, wat now....don't know wat ta post....oh yea I failed my essays! How awesome! But gotta redo it in school today...and I just had a brilliant idea for my creative essay....its about Sherlock Daby(Derick) and Watson Cha(Basil)lol....anyway I gotta go bye...

Hmm??

Was I serious that I don't like u more then a friend, Am I lying to myself.....Wat is this feeling in me? I want u, but don't want u....at times I'm Hot for u, but then that feeling goes away and I become cold....wat do I do now?? Wat should I do?? What??!

Two more poems yo!

Here's the first poem, its called "Who I am"
Here you go-

I am who I am, that's All I Need to know,
Not wanting to go with All the Flow,
Unique and Special, that's what I recall,
Changing myself the way I love, that's all.

Second one is called "The feelings of despair"
Second one quite emo....here ya go-

The Gloomy and Cold, Sadness in the air,
Turns my heart into Sorrows and Despair,
The sound of Rain Drops on the Ground,
The one that I love is not to be found.


sad....Imoto-chan, me wanna hug.... :'( see yea.....

Songs buzzing in my head!! YEA!!

I'm so loving this bands now!! AWESOME!!!!

1)Red
2)P.O.D.
3)Creed
4)Hoobastank
5)Disturbed
6)Drowning pool
7)Lost Prophets
8)Nickelback
9)Trapt

Oh wow thats a lot of bands... xD oh well!!
Bye!!

Poems and Haikus....

Yo yo! Chickens in the air!!

Anyway, I've been writing poems and Haikus, lol...
Here are the haikus:

First one-
It is called "Life at Home school"
Life here in Home school,
Is as awesome as it seems,
Here, school work is done.

Second one-
This is called "Love non Stop"
Love strikes even now,
Yo, puppy love over here,
Lurve bugs sting now.

Third one-
This one is "Life Everywhere"
Wherever U go,
Styles and looks differ always,
Punk, Rock, Goth, Skater.

Ok here are some of my poems I wrote through out the week...
The first two was written cuz I was seriously pissed, but I don't know why....lol, then the third one was written cuz well, I was like damn mad and slammed my hand on Claudia's table....and like after a few seconds, I felt more calm...I don't know why....sigh, Claudia has some kind of power I think, like can take in all the anger and the convert it into love....sigh, so anyway here it is...

First one-
This poem is called "Raging Flames"
Burning with Fury, Anger, and Rage,
Killing everyone with hurtful words,
Feelings thrown out or bound to a cage,
Wishing to fly of, like those free birds.

Yo warning the second one can be kinda sick so prepare yourself...
Second one-
This one is called "The Blood of War"
The smell of Blood floating in the air,
Blood and Guts flying everywhere,
Explosions and screams heard from a far,
Bullets, Bomb shells, and a crashing car.

Now here's the calming poem dedicated to Claudia Chai.... :D
Third one-
Its called "The Calm of the Storm"
When I'm with U, I feel Calm and Fair,
But without U, I let my anger Flair,
Your hugs are Warm and Vry Sweet,
It keeps my anger under a sheet.

KK, that's it tks for your time xD

Have a great day....

ARRGGGG!!!!!

I AM SO EMO RIGHT NOW!!!!! I AM SO PISSED AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY!!! *sigh* I just feel like bashing up everything I see!! Yerrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not the kind of person to express my feelings.....*sigh*










P.S. Don't mess with me right now cuz I'm on the edge where I can just blow! Fare warning....

Tagged by Karmen

Tag! Tag! Tag!
1. The person who tagged you is :
Karmen
2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Friends

3. Your first impression of him/her is :
Karl's sister

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is :
talkin about Karl's embarrassing moments

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is :
Lol,I con't remember,seriously...

** question 6 sudah hilang .. haha **

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that :
I hav no idea....blur again~

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
Sayonara!!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be :
I don't think we can be enemies....but its a I think...

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is :
Pray to God Chelle does not kill her...

11. Your overall impression on him/her is :
cool

12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself :
angry for no reason

13. The most ideal person you want to be is :
whoever I become lah...

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them :
Wat sup,and I luv ya! FYI I don't mean that literally to da guys....

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you :
1) Carmen
2) David
3) ZY
4) Basil
5) Chelle
6) Daniel
7) DC
8) Basil
9) Karmen (hehehe)
10) Hubz

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with? (Daniel)
=I hav no idea

17. Is 9 a male or a female? (Karmen)
= Female

18. Where is 2 studying at the moment? (David)
= Vineyard resource

19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
= Karmen

20. What kind of music does 8 like? (Basil)
= Something like switchfoot

21. Does 1 have any siblings? (Carmen)
= Yup

22. Is 4 single? (Basil)
= Yes,but I guess he doesn't want to be

23. What is the surname of 5? (Chelle)
= Lu

24. What's the hobby of 3? (ZY)
= I actually don't know...

25. Do 7 and 9 get along well? ( DC && Karmen)
= They don't know each pother lah...

26. Where is 10 studying at? (Hubz)
= I think CLDR

27. Say something casual about your eyes :
= My eyes...

28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2? (Dav)
=*spits water out* No

29. Where does 9 live? (Karmen)
= Apparently somewhere on earth

30. What colour does 4 like? (Basil)
= Don't know don't care...

31. Are 5 and 1 good friends? (Chelle & Carmen)
= I guess

32. Does 2 like 7? ( Dav & DC)
=DUDE!!! ARE THEY GAY!!!???

33. How did you get to know 8? (Basil)
= Church

34. Does 3 have any pets? (ZY)
= NO?

35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? (DC)
= No...no way

36. Are you sexy?
= U ask my friends lah...if u wanna know

37. What am I doing now?
doing this weird tagging thingy.

Emo-ness

I know I should be happy cuz I'm going Egypt,but I feel sad....Maybe cuz I'll miss my friends,or maybe I hav to redo my essays on a holiday,or maybe I'm feelin' guilty,cuz I told something that I'm not suppose to say....sigh...I'll miss u guys!! Still sad....sigh....

Hehe..Me found the poem!!

Love is easy,but love is hard,
Love is a weird feeling of heart,
Every time we touch,it makes my heart leap,
Makes my heart fly into heaven so deep.

YAHOOO!!!!!

Anyway 2day was my presentation about the fall of rome..yay...oh and big thanks to the guys that acted for me...great job although messy...lol...now got to get started on group presentation and also continue wit CEP...sigh....when one thing is over another begins...just like a chapter.....OH YEA I hav a new poem...I wrote it cuz well Sam was like thinking about wat to write for his poem activity and well I'm sitting next 2 him and got inspiration to write it...here u go...hmmm...AHHH CAN'T REMEMBER I'LL TELL U NEXT POST...AHHHHHH!!!!!!

Vampire or Werewolf?? lol

How many werewolf fans are out there?? Most ppl I know always choose vampire...Why??!!
Lol...any way there is another song that is just cool...well in my opinion...the songs name is 'Use somebody' by kings of leon and if you hav time go and listen to the song...and those that went 2 conference...yea its the song that most of the leaders were acting/dancing in...and finally the first presentation of the year has been finished...Good job Sam...

Fireflies!!

Right now the song Fireflies is stuck in my head...lol..I find the music video vry cute...its like all the little robots come alive and its sooo cute man...I can never get tired of it...sigh its all good!!

School is here...

Weee...its time for school again...happy but not happy...sigh get to see my friends but hav to get back to work....and Sher-mayne gav more rules and it just freaky....if you're late u hav to do all the duties...like wash the boys and girls toilet...mob or vacuum the place and take out the garbage...sigh and 2day new ppl came in...and talkin' about new ppl fooboy is comin in next week...lol going to see him almost everyday...hahaha...lol