Sigh, depression is my mortal enemy!! >=[

Arhh, why do you go emo mode when you're already sad!! That would make you feel worst, no!!? Sigh, I really which you could try and fight back all you hurt and just release all problems to God!! He is there to always help you!! There will also be friends to pull you through, to get you out of the back pit!! Look towards the future and forget the past!!! This is a clue to my question to the FB question I posted! Think!!

Wooh yea!!

Wee~
We're all getting into the song writing mood!! Woohh!!!!
Must set another JAM session again!! For sure! Karmen, I wanna hear you song!!
Chelle can come so we can here you play and sing it!! In school also can!! I wanna wanna hear!!! Hehehehehe!! Woot!


Now that was the happy part....now the annoying and sort of sad part...


Since last nite, I've been hearing lots of fights between my friends....sigh, Ruby and Bea fight. Dav and Bea fight....sigh, why lah! And some more started last night, the night I decided to sleep early. Two nights before stay up till 2 or 1:30 like that, but nothing happen. Was silence all sleeping....then last night I decide to sleep and rest my body, but some fights happened when I fall asleep....hmmphhh, so uncool~ >=[


Well, hope everyone will calm down and be happy again, oh and when I sad, they all usually happy, but now I DAMN HAPPY!!! But everyone is like fighting and arguing. Some are happy at least....sigh, inspiration....such a beautiful word, also fascinating is a beautiful word!! ^^

I made new poems/quotes again, watdaya think about it!

SHMUCK!!! Left it in school!!! >:[

Oh well show you in the next post lah...


see yea!


btw


ily <3

Song Nya~

Lyrics by: Me
Melody by: David Foo

A Brand New Start


Verse 1

G
It's a brand new start,

C
A brand new day,

Em
No need of a fight,

D
Just to love each other,


G
Mighty feelings of pain,

Em
Flowing through the heart,

Am
A need for acceptance,

D7
To be of a part.


Pre-Chorus

Em C
It's clear as crystal,

G D
And beautiful like the moon,

Em C
The warm radiance of the sun,

D
Letting me learn to forgive.


Chorus

Em
Oh, to fight back the pain,

C D
To let go of the hurt,

Am
To give you a second chance,

D A C
To have a brand new start,

Em

To push back all the anger,

G C
To shut out the pain,

Em
To keep on going on,

G
Its a brand new start.


Verse 2

G
The perfect promise,

C
That you gave to me,

Em
To break it apart,

D
And throw it away!

G
To love and forgive,

Em
Let go of this anger,

A
To forget all the past,

D
And look towards the future,


The Chorus again


Then Bridge
A Brand New Start (x3)

Woot!!

Weeee!!!

Well school's back and its time to crack at the books! (which is vry hard to)

Well sinse school started, so did show and tell, and this time its random pick...scarry wei!!! So the lucky first group was..........Karmen, Brands, Keith's group!!! woohooo!!! Yea the lucky first, yup and guest who's the second! Well, it was Basil and me....wah I had a feeling we would actually go on today! And I was right!! We did! Hah oh well we did well and got 41.5/50! YAY!!


and.....






KARLYN LEONG YOU BETRAYER!!! SOMEMORE ONLY COME TOMORROW WHEN WE'RE DONE ADI!!! >='[

oh well....




P.S.


ily <3

Nya, random stuffies!!

Some random quote/phrase/watever you call it, I made/though/wrote just now...

First one is, 'Innocent Crystal Rose covered in bloody sadness'
Sad, and think about it, I guess the Innocent Crystal represents someone, but ain't tellin' who...

Second one is kinda random, I was thinking of Vampires and stuff, then this came outin my thoughts, 'The Kiss from a cold blooded pale face, could be the one to warm your sweet heart'

Random~

But yea, wat isn't random about me?? ^O^

And I still think about how 'he' feels, is he sad or angry at me? Will our friendship be broken?? Is he vry, vry, vry, vry depress??? Sigh....

Haiz, should I go to chelle's CG outing BBQ thingy.....
Sigh...should I, feel weird lah....


Anyway, I still enjoy being single xP
Hah, well Just 'he' feels alright....



Bye~



Btw


ily ^^




K.O. x_x

You know what?

I've loved my Hols, although its been a bit chaotic, and really, really random. But yea, randomness in my blood haha.

So you know what?? What Charis?? What's so FASCINATING!!? That! What? That! Huh?? I mean how I've been addicted to the word fascinating! But yea, that's the one word to describe my hols. Its been vry vry vry fascinating. I learn a lot from anime, The holiday fun club I helped at, and a lot of advise I learn and figured out through my parents, and of cuz the common sense as a christian, you add in the biblical principles to those advise...heh

Well Its 12:45AM in the morning, and I don't wanna sleep!!! Love every bit of freedom before its back to school!! Tell you the truth I miss school a bit, a bit lah...but yea, time to put back the thinking cap and take of the goofing of cap...time to get focused on work. And still there are a lot of problems during this hols ehh, Karmen? Ruby? Fascinating lil' peeps...and to think we all had that problem last time, or something, or or, ehh who what heh, ehh, umm wat I wanna say again ahh????

Nya!! My mind half dead liao!! hahaha, but aim to stay at least 2:30AM, David!! You awake!!! You say you staying up to 3!!! Hmmph.....lets go Fb and see wat silly comments I can give before its time to sleep!! ^^ David I just love twisting your words ehh!? Eh *Censored*!! David Loves you!!!! xDD

Am I joking or being really serious?? I don't even know!! This fingers are moving on its own!! Ahhhhh!!!! Run away!! Attack of the typing fingers!!! I totally sound like a crazy, madman here...haiz

Well now, simply delightful to share my thoughts with thee. We must do this sometime again. My friend, I think its the beginning of a beautiful friendship! Jolly good show all!! See you next fall ladies and gentlemen. Delightful meeting! Till we meet again. ^^

btw,




ily <3

So whack lah!

My Holidays are vry fascinating, I get to hear lots of problems, find out lots of problems, and find out things I don't wanna hear. But somehow thing reach my ear, either sooner or later, its not that I don't like it, after all you guys know how much I like finding things out, but somethings are better left secrets....yea, but thats not why I'm blogging, well partly it is... xP


So yea, my holidays are either boring, busy, or unusual....like how I manage to write the lyrics of two crappy songs I made, how friends of my friends tell me their problems, and apparently when I'm super busy like chatting with 3 friends, somehow some random person I don't really know starts a chat with me and starts blurting out all their problems....and when I'm like super free.....I'm free....nothing to do wan!! Busy, lagi more busy....free, sooo free till I can sleep and then wake up and still be free....haha, yea...and So far, you guys know about my break up with a certain someone, yea, after that I started to hear a lot of problems from friends, and random ppl I don't really know starting to get relationship problem....most of them lah, if all I die adi....yea apparently there's this weird breaking up bug flying around....


My advise, don't get into a relationship to early, cuz you are most likely to have a break up, and when that happends it would effect your whole life and everything you do. So stay single for now and concentrate on other important things in life and when the time is rite, God will bring the right guy/girl for you.

Oh and one more thing, I learn/heard this phrase the other day, 'If you become sad and worried, those that are around you would start to get worried about you too. And You must always remember that you're not on your own when you face a problem, your friends will alway be at your side and help you with watever they can.'
This makes lots of sense, well to me....Also, my favorite line is, 'Every sad second you spend is every second you lose for a happy moment. Don't waste it, stay happy and optimistic!' xD

So yea, peace out and remember those qoutes/phrases it can help you to push forward in life....bye~

Skillet - Better then Drugs

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Calm the ache, stop the shakes
You clear my mind
You're my escape
From this messed up place
'Cause you let me forget
You numb my pain

How can I tell you just all that you are
What you do to me

You're better than drugs
your love is like wine
Feel you comin' on so fast
Feel you comin' to get me high
You're better than drugs
Addicted for life
Feel you comin' on so fast
Feel you comin' on to get me high

Feel you when I'm restless
Feel you when I cannot cope
You're my addiction, my prescription, my antidote
You kill the poison
Ease the suffering
Calm the rage when I'm afraid
To feel again
How can I tell you just all that you are
What you do to me

Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
You're the strength of my life

[Altro:]
Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you on these empty nights
Feel your every heartbeat
Feel you come to get me high

Awesome~

Music Crazy!!!

Weeee~

I love this Christian Rock Bands soooo much!!! Its so freaking awesome wei~

Skillet, Kutless, and Flyleaf...way awesome yo!!!

Aiyahyahyahyahyahyah!!! Love them!!

See yea~

Kutless - Smile

On a plane somewhere again
I take my place in line just like every other time
I slide into my window seat
She was sitting there
One seat over so I said "Hello, how are you today?"

With my smile I could see the hope within her eyes
And I knew that something's different today

[CHORUS:]
Though everything's the same inside there's something real
A faith which causes me to change. (But what's different now)
A spark is gleaming in my eye like diamond stars that fill the sky
I think a smile says it all
A smile says it all

The conversation presses on
As miles pass below, she said I have to let you know
You seem so different to me
There is a joy inside
The love of God is all I know from which this could originate

With one smile I could see, the faith we share inside
And I know that something's different today

[BRIDGE:]
I see what a smile can say about me
I know that words are not always what speak
Sometimes it's not what I say
That the world around me seems to understand

beautiful song, such a beautiful song~

Story of the Year - Until the Day I die

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart

As years go by I race the clock with you
But if you died right now you know that I'd die to, I'd die too
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was
(When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes take the fall for you
Hope you need this now I know I still do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue until blood soaks my shirt?
Never fall apart so tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "Remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you

My hands are at your throat I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes, mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat and I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes we made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die
(Until the day I die)
Until the day I die



Awesome~

Support your friends~

“If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall"

Anonymous~

I just love this quote, and yes....I mean this to all my friends, hopefully I strong enough to catch you.. xDD
ehehe....love yea~

Hols~

Well, the hols are back and its time for another 2 boring weeks to pass by, I hope...my hols is going to be kinda boring, I guess I'll do work(I know that sounds crazy) basically my hols will be filled with...

1) Going to sleep A LOT!! Like catch up with all my sleep
2) Go online, hopefully got people,who aren't annoying, online...then not so boring...
3) Have the JAM session at my house with friends, thank God for it...
4) Eat lots of random junk food and chill/listen music/Television
5) Work, work, work, and more WORK!!
6) Work on my essay, which I've got not much ideas on what to write, God give me wisdom and ideas to write on topic and not go of topic....sigh
7) Think how to solve some problems and issues about my life/ or friends life...
8) Hope to have a great heart-to-heart time with friends(KARMEN!! DAVID!! Don't leave me alone this hols!!)
9) Exercise and have bonding time with my animals and folks(Yikes)
10) MOVIE MANIA!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

Well, that's mainly what I'll be doing this whole two weeks....hopefully :)
Enjoy your hols, cause I know mine is going to be boring....oh well! Bye~