Saturday, December 3, 2011

Recap!

Well it's been awhile since I last blogged. Been really lazy so yea. Sorry. So a quick recap on what has happen from my last post to, well now.

-Birthday was great. Got a foldable bike from my dad, got new clothes from my Mom and The Son of Neptune, Percy Jackson book from my Bro. It was dang awesome! Got a black and white checkered beanie from Chelle! Thanks! Basically it was really nice lah, got presents, wishes, and a nice dinner. Simple and Clean~

-Then Awards Night came, 17th November. Very hectic with all the practices, this years theme was hope so yea lah. Saved the main sign! Looked great, and now it's hanging on my door. Great stuff, and apparently I got Best for Public Speaking, luls(Laugh Uberly Loud) So yea, basically great night. Everything went well and smooth~

-Children Camp. My first. Was really excited to go but kind of nervous as well. It was a great five days. Got closer with my friends and got to know a lot other kids. I was put in the 12 yr old dorm. And like you know, 12 yr olds always get crushes on some of the guy helpers there all the time. Same ol'story. Now am friends with many of the kids. God's presence was definitely felt there. It was nice. At the last day of camp there's this weird tradition where everyone gets autographs from each other. Mainly the kids go around asking lah. So apparently a lot of kids want my autograph and many asked if I was a boy or girl. Sigh. Its getting soo annoying I till I've just ignored each time someone ask me that question.. So yea, overall! ENJOYABLE!

-Holidays have been really really really lazy... Been sleeping like half the day man. Get up Eat, Fb, Jam abit, Fb more, eat, Tv, Fb again, sleep. Music all the way. Haha, hope your Hols have been more effective then mine!

-AND CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!! I have no clue what to get for everyone. I'm kinda broke and have no clue what to get for each and every person. I like gifts to be personal. If not it'll be weird. Well for me lah that is. So yea, Happy Christmas everyone. HAve a great day btw~

So yea.. Peace out?

Hope to blog soon again. =D

Friday, August 26, 2011

My Top 10 Birthday Wish List~

1)Foldable bike
2)Brass knuckles(The Accessory)
3)Black Spiked Hoodie
4)Fingerless studded Gloves
5)A Checkered Beanie!
6)A Ring(Awesome Ring *if only I could get Minzy's from 2NE1*)
7)Half-Faced Skull Bandana
8)Black Leather Jacket
9)Rukia's Shikai Cosplay Sword (preferably Stainless steel)
10)Studded Bracelets

11)Your love

Hehehe~ Okay find, top 11~ ^^
Yes I'm in love with Spiked and Studded things~

Peace~
<3

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Each Time...

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~
Part 3

Each time you take care of that little One,
I See a Kindness Deep within your Warm Heart.
Though you may be Serious, you're also Full of Fun,
I Know this Bond we have will never, ever Part.

Each time I see you with that Silly Grin,
You Rawr with a Sense of Delightful Insanity.
This Craziness of yours is Just Like my Twin!
A Lioness you are with so much Glee!

Each time I see you with a Frown,
I Believe so you have a Very Caring Heart.
You're so sweet like Lovely Charamel Brown!
And don't you dare think that you Suck.

Each time We share a Conversation,
You're Unique receiving this Fourth Stanza.
You Like Rock music, that's my Conclusion,
I'm sure our Friendship would go Very Far


Love yea all till tiny, small Bits~
Our Adventures are not to be Ditched!

Each Time~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~
*Part 2*

Each time you Sit next to Me,
I Remember the times When you Were sad.
To Hug and Fill you up with Glee,
Since those days were Oh so Bad.

Each time we Hanged out together,
We turn away in hopes of never getting Caught.
As We Masked our Faces with Laughter,
To Take away the Pain We have Fought.

Each Time We look into each other's eyes,
Your Mesmerizing Beauty in Clever Motion.
And when you're Hurt and your Soul Cries,
I Wish I can make a Heart, Healing Potion.

Each time we Go through our Ups and Downs
We hold on to each other like Melodious Sounds

Each Time

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Each time I think of you,
It'll make me go and Cry.
I Love you, but Knowing I'll never have you,
Gives me a Reason to leave and Die.

Each time I see your Name,
I Remember how much We're so Alike.
Alike On How we Feel the Same,
And I Smile each time you're in my Sight

Each time I Wish you were Still Here,
By my Side to hold my Hand.
Comforting me from all of my Fears,
But then you left and Changed your Plans.

Each time each you Three were Here,
Still makes me Wonder why I'm Here.

I Would Love you if I Could~

A"Pyros Agrious" Poem~

If I Could Hug you, I Would
I Would Kiss you if I Could
I'd tell you I Love You
And I'll Shelter you From the Pouring Rain
I'll Hold you Hand and Never let Go
And Keep you in my Arms Forever more

My Dreams are Flooded of You
In my Days and in my Nights
Caging My Heart for its Impossible
I'd go through Storms of Sadness
Just to have you Be alright
Cause I Would Love you if I Could

The Shooting Stars of Tears
Reminds me of the Love I can't Share
A Love that could only Go so Far
But Never Further then I Ever Hope For
I Love you, but you can't know that
I Love you, and I'd cry for that's a Fact

Knowing but never Accepting
I'd Embrace you all day If I could
I'd Wish forever among the Shooting Stars
Or Wish for a Thousand more Wishes
Hoping that One would be Heard and Received
Hoping One would Understand

I Love you, Be Mine?

The Rules of Love~

Taken from a Wallpaper and my Brain Mixed together~

A Kiss on the Lips
Is when I Love You
A Kiss on the Ear
Is when I say you're Special
A Kiss on the Cheek
Its a bond of our Friendship
A Kiss on the Forehead
Is when I Comfort You
A Kiss on the Neck
Is when I want you
A Kiss on the Shoulder
Means that you're Wonderful
A Kiss on the Back of your Head
Is when I want you but is Afraid

A Play with your Hair
Is to tell you I can't Live without You
When I Hold Your Hand
It's to tell you I'm Happy with you
When my Arms are around your Waist
It Shows that You are all I need
A Nibble on the Ear
Is when we start Warming Up
When We're Smilling at each Other
It shows that I Like You

But When I'm Looking Around
It is then when I'm Hiding my Feelings
And When I shed A Tear
I know that I'm Losing you
And when I'm Crying with the Rain
I Know I've Lost You

A Lonely Soul~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

How does one keep up a Smile
When they feel so Lonely Inside
How can one not be an Afraid Child
Crying Alone when None in Sight
The Sun sets at the Corner of My Eye
The Approaching Clouds Full of Gloom
The Cold Waves that Feels like Ice
The Pride of America is Moving Soon
But here I am Alone in the Cold
See the Clouds Drift Far Away
I'm a Person with a Lonely Soul
Now Alone, I've nothing else to Say

Alone and Afraid. Left in the Cold~

Keep My Heart Safe~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem

Astonishing and Exciting,
Unique and Simple,
Crystal Like and Shinning,
A Maiden and Musical,
Individuality and Exoticness,
Amazing and Wonderful,
Happy and Loving,
Important and Alluring,
Lovely and Dear,
Clear and Beautiful,
Distinguished and Pretty,
And that Makes You,

You'll be in my Heart,
Even if I'm left Behind and Forgotten,
In my Mind you'll always be,
Even if I'm Blinded by this Darkness,
Searching for you,
With my ever last Breath,
I Love you,
And You should know,
My Heart will always be with you,
Even if you don't know that,
So Please keep it Safe~

Please keep my Heart Safe~

Blue Drops, A Moonlight, My Heart and Soul~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Blue Drops of Calming Essence
Whispers of Gentle Enchantment
Warmth felt with your Prescence
My Love-Controlling Tyrant

Completely Trapped Deep within
My Silvery Moonlight Flower
This Heart of Mine Always Sings
Such a Fiery, Burning Amber

My Heart Beats Quickly
Embracing your Lovely Touch
Your Very Scent Drives Me
Know I Love you Very Much

With my Heart and Soul
Where the Wild Rose Blooms
When Love begins to Show
We are Lovers who Swoons

<3

My Letter to Vineyard~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

We are all from Vineyard
To Build Bonds and never Part
Not to Judge, Not to Hurt
Always Caring and on Alert

Full of Fun and also Comical
Singing Songs With Sweet Vocals
Moving Pencils and Tapping Keys
Oh my! Its time to Pay my Fees!

Cheeskers! We Shout full of Heart
This is my Letter to The Vineyard
A Great Union That'll never Rust
Precious like a Shinning Gold Rush

This is my Letter to Vineyard~


*Vineyard is my school BTW*

Friendship~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Friendship that's never Old
Its really, truly Unmistakable
A bond of silver and pure Gold
Tightly woven and Unbreakable

Pictures of Sweet, Delightful Memories
Love that is Strong and Deep
Friendship like no other, Believe Me
Respect that ain't so Cheap

Standing Up for one another
With the Power of Encouragement
Friendship burning like Fire
Full of Fun, Pure Entertainment


*I Love my Friends*

Mother Nature~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Reign of Mother Nature~

Acid Rain that trickle down the Side frame of this Forgotten Door
Away from the Light of the Sun where Life may grow
Staying, Rusting it is left alone in the Dark and Cold
Where none Remembers of its Special and Demolished Paths
Sickly wooven with the Oak Trees all around
The Coroding Hinges that keep it risen from the Ground
Its Light Blue Paint peeling from the sides
For Moss and Fungus has Consume it from Within
Old, Rotten handles give way to any Sound
Left Alone where the Wild would Steal any Living Form
The Gushing Wind screams As the Door creaks and strains to be Rescued
Nothing Hears, and Nothing ever comes
For Nature has Thundered and Roared with Her Might
And Alows nothing to overcome Her Passionate Rule
Reminding those who oppose Her Reign
That She'll Consume and Win for all Eternity
Nothing Will Stop Her from being Mother Nature
And Keep at constant bay, the Technologies of the Future


Mother Nature will Fight, and She will Win~


*Well I do love the Environment*

Update~

Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in awhile. But I've got a buch of poems for yea to all read, enjoy! =D

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Rain~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Do you hear the Roaring Rain
I Stand in the Rain and close my Eyes
Dreams that drift of into the Eternal Skies
I choose to close my Eyes
The Violins play a ringing symphony
I Listen to the drops fall upon the pavement
Never felt this close to the Mysterious twilight
My Soul edges towards the Blue Sky
Make me free to fly away to the Heavens
Can you hear its Rhythmic Sound
And hear the Thunders Scream
Feel the Rain trickle down your Face
You feel cold yet its gives a Warm Embrace~

My Love will Destroy You~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Fury and Rage will tear us apart
Violence and Pain you will see

Nothing is ever easy in Life
Memories that forever haunts
Angel of Darkness in his strive
Grief creeps in and Taunts

Speak of a Dead boy's poem
Trying to change the Stars
But I'm left in this Asylum
See the gray sky dance a far

Consume my lonesome Soul
Dead in this black shell
My Heart is dark and Cold
I've died and left in hell

My will shattered in this Mist
I'm lost in this Illusion
My Breath Broken in this
For there is no solution

Shadows creep all around
Leave me in this Silence
I can never stand my ground
I am lost in this Darkness

Leave me cold and alone
For My Love will destroy you~

Do you?

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem

My Heart is Delighted by your Name~

Do you know you're my Sunshine?
You give me Hope in my Great times of Need

Do you know each time you lay your head on my Shoulders,
You make my Heart beat so fast till it is to Jump out of my Chest?

Do you know that you take my Breath away each time you're near me?
It is your Scent that takes away my Worries

You believe you're not Beautiful, but Do you know that you are?
Such Beauty will be seen from within.

Your Caring Heart is what shows me Peace and Refuge,
So much Comfort and Love, Do you know?

Do you know that each of this words Said are the Truth?
Spoken and Writen on the Grateful Pages of my Sincere Heart

For you help me through it all
So do you know you're the one that reminds me I am always Loved?

Do you?

Are You?

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

Angels of Deception that Haunt me By
But you're Different, you're my Lullaby

Do you Hold the Key, in which Unlocks this Frozen Heat of Mine?
For it beats Emptily with Shadows of Regret
Are you the Bright and Luminous Light?
The one and only who Guides me through my Darkest Hour

Are you the Joy behind my Plastered Smile?
Your Laughter which brings me Happiness
Do you Calm my Heart, which was Pierced by the Thorn Rose?
Because it Feels your Comforting, The Warm Embrace

Are you the Sunshine in my Blackened World?
The Rays of Light which Stains my Sight
Or the One with Warmth?
The Chills and Sadness broken away

Do you say the One who Loves is Right Before Me?
But maybe it's Just a Deceitful Illusion
My Passion Corroded away just like Steel
Will you be the One who would Save Me?

Shivering and Cold from all of my Despair
Do you bring in the Colors of the Four Seasons?
Rusted and Chained to my Dreaded Past
Are you the one holding my Hand and Guiding me By?

Sleep Peacefully in your Loving Arms
Beautiful written Poetry, just like Psalms

All this you are to me,
But am I all that is Worth to you?

My Art, My Beautiful Nature~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

My World is Painted with Beauty Because of You,
Painted with Your Essence of Glorious Wonder~

And with the Tranquil Clouds of the Sky
You Shade me in the Embrace of Peacefulness
Striking like Lightning and Charming like the Rain

Like Songs and Vibrating Strings
You sing with Symphonies and Melodies From Heaven
Your Voice that Wraps me in the Wonder of your Alluring Name

Like a Paintbrush with Colors
Beauty and Sweetness splattered on this Empty Canvas
You give my Gloomy Life a new Vision

Now with the Rhythms and Steps
Like a Ballerina Dancing to the Artistic Melodies
You show me a New form of Grace and Exotic Elegance

And Just like the Trees that Sway
Dancing along with the Sweet, Calming Wind
Wrapping me with your Scent and Contagious Love

So I Just Can't get enough of you~
I Just Need you now~

You are my Love~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

You are my Love,
You are my Everything~

You are the Sun,
A Ray of Light and Hope in my darken World
My Sunshine, the Secret behind my Smile

You Are my Summer
A Loving Summer's Breeze Wrapping all around Me
The Warmth that is Comforting and Sweet

You are My Authum
The Colors of Wonders in my Life
Colors of Gold and Silver painted in my Heart

You are my Winter
Sofisticated and Majestic just Like Winter,
Chills of Both Exoticness and Craving Beauty

And You are my Spring
Fragile, but Full of Gentleness and a Delightful Embrace
You are like Sweet Honey, Delicious in every single way

You are the Moon
The Light which gives the Stars of the Night Company
I Love Your Wonderful, Luminous Glow

You are my Love~
Distinguished in every Beautiful Way~

I Love you~

A "Pyros Agrious" Poem~

I Love you.
I Just can't get enough of you~

I love your Eyes, those eyes which Shine like the Universe in Spring.
I Love those Kind eyes, like the Spring Sunlight.

I Love your Hair.
Those silken Strands which wave in the Wind.

I Love your Lips, lips that drip Honey with each Kiss.
I Love the Lips that Leak the Lonely sound of the Breaths you Breath.

I Love your Voice.
I Love that High, Clear, Pure voice of Yours that echoes in my Heart.

I Love your Body.
Your Narrow Waist, which might break under the burden of Supporting your Beauty.
I Love the Warmth that I feel when I touch your Small, fragile hand.

But, what I Love most is your Heart.
Fragile and easily Ruined, but endlessly Pure and Beautiful.


Your Soul which is filled with Kindness, and which forgives everything.

I love you, I really do Love you~



Now wouldn't it be sweet if a Guy actually said that to you, eh girls~

Poetic Name

You know guys, I've been wondering what poetic name I should Have.
You know, something I'd call myself and my work.
Hmm maybe I'll call myself "Pyros Agrious"

Yeah, I'll stick to that~
Peace~

Worthless Debates~

Well, Leong Karmen, apparently we think quite alike~

You Spineless people who argue through Poetry
Is it Not meant for Just Delightful Beauty?
Anger, Lies, and all its Deceitfulness
You all Shall cower in the Shadow's Curses

Become a Slave to Deathly Evil
And be Conform in its Sinful Ways
We have no Power for We are Mortals
Our Immortality Now Slipping far Away

The Words of Scorn Now Spoken
Hollow and Painful, Full of Disgrace
Through this Lines of Heated Rhythm
Hatred is now Grounded in Place

Will this Debate of Justice ever Finish?
Or is it just another Useless Folly
Now the Words All bent with a Twist
Why not end it with a Simple Sorry~

Boys and their nonsense arguments~

Sports Day

Wanted to write a Super Emo poem, but when I thought of you guys I just couldn't! ^^

Five thirty, time to be up
It's Sports Day, Come Let's Go
Nothing's going to be abrupt
Our friendship Will forever Grow

My Heart Pounds Strongly
I hear Its Steady Beating
Nerves are building Quickly
My Events are Track Running

As I line up ready to Go
Sweat flows down my Face
I wait for the horn to Blow
I hope I win First Place

The Finals have Arrived
I challenge Fast, running Girls
Sense become Sharp, more Alive
I hear Many Loud Cheers

Meeting Old and new Friends
Getting to know the winners
The strength of our Friendship Bonds
We are all still very close Peers

It was great meeting up and seeing all of you guys again! <3

My Confusion~

A Simple Answer is Never what it Seems
I'm in a Million Little Pieces~

My Love,
My Confuser,
My Dove,
My Deceiver~

I'm Just so very confused
My Anger Consumes Mercy
I feel like I'm being Bruised
Such an Intriguing Mystery
Revenge seems so Delightful
I Just want to Rip you Apart
But I know when I see You
Love will Consume my Heart
Sometimes I wonder Why
Why I Love you so
I Just want to Say Goodbye
But its Impossible, That I know
One in a Million you are
Like a Diamond in the Ashes
But sometimes You give me Scars
This Beautiful Lie Slowly Ages
You're my Excruciating Hell
And My Delightful Heaven
Like a Magnet, We Repel
But you're my Light, My Beacon

My Hope,
My Chain,
My Rope,
My Pain~

Perplexed you are my Lovely Dear~
That I know for Sure~

~I'm just so confused~

Misguidance~

The Hurt of Rejection~

You drive me into Insanity
Leading me with Misguidance
Sometimes I just Want to leave
But I Love you till it Burns
You are just So Confusing
Just so Hard to Understand
Though it Hurts, I'm still Reaching
And I'll be there holding your Hand

Yes, I Just so want to Leave
But I'll Die if I ever Do~

Contaminated Love~

Disturbingly Beautiful~

Spreading through my Body
With your Pathogenic Love
Your Infections give me Insanity
My Heart Petrified, now Preserved
The Tantivious flow of Toxins
My Blood is Now Contaminated
There is No Cure, No Vaccine
This Body of mine now Busticated
What a Parasitic kind of Love
That Pulses all this Poison
Makes Life living on Earth
Such a Beautiful Reason
It Flows through my Mind
And Now I'm an Insomniac
With Sleepless Nights, I'm not Fine
Toss and Turn, I become a Maniac

♥ This is my Contaminated Love ♥

Monday, May 30, 2011

No Blog post~

Death Cab for Cutie is a nice band to listen to when you're alone at home, bored and have nothing better to do then listen and stare up at your ceiling..

P.S. sorry haven't blog in a looooooooong time. Hehe, take care and enjor your holidays! ^^

Monday, May 9, 2011

Maybe Yes~

If you were to change your personality to be more kind and nice, and not just for me, but always. To be a better person and to treat my friends with more true respect, then maybe it'll be a yes~

Just maybe it'll be a yes, just maybe..

Without you, myLife would never be the Same

Sometimes I wonder why I'm friends with you. But I'm also glad we're friends too, because without you I don't know how'd I survive.

I Love you so much~

The Dreamer~

Dedicated to all those who have big dreams or just regular dreams you have in your Sleep~
Dedication Part Five

Here I am lying on my Bed
Starring blankly at the Ceiling
My Mind is Lost, its not to be read
It has gone into Dreams and Drifting

Dreams that are of Heroic doings
Saving all those citizens who are asleep
Looking down from a skyscraper, Viewing
My mind is away, my thoughts go deep

Or Dreams of falling into sweet Love
Wrapping your arms around your Dear
Protecting and caring for them from above
If You go, I'll never, even last a Year

To Escape into a World of Pure Perfection
And leave this Place of Damned Injustice
To be Free of its Impending Exploitation
For this World is just Self-destructive

Dreams of reaching for the Blue Sky
Dreams of Catching the Crescent Moon
Dreams and Hopes to Sore and Fly
Dreams to catch the one I Swoon

But Now the Scene Drifts far away
Into a Location of High Expectation
Dreams of earning Success, but no Play
Of High thoughts and Rich Successions!

This Dream of Massive Hard Cash
Earning it through the Multi-Millions
This Dream becomes Reality in a Flash
Your Hand Wrapped into Many Kingdoms

Its so Real that I can Easily Taste It
So Real That I can Feel its True
Pure Reality with no Fiction, Not a Bit
Nothing can turn this Dream Dark Blue

But a Flash of Light Shines into my eyes
I Wake up Starring right at the blank Wall
These Are Dreams of Different Size
And I'll Hold on to them, and Never Fall

Music~

Dedicated to all those Musicians and Singers out there~
Dedication Part Four

Your fingers find for the Strings
In search for Beautiful Harmony
Songs that is fit for Awesome Kings
The Creation of Wonderful Melody

With the Voice of Saints and Angels
Soulful Words said with Artistry
Words of Passion, Love, and maybe a Tickle
And maybe a bit of Playful Coquetry

With these Notes Played on the Guitar
They Strum the Strings with much Passion
Every Word and Chord Meant, not very far
Bringing you into your World of Fiction

Playing with the Sensitivity of the Ears
The Melody Wrapping all around You
With the Excitement, you say Cheers
Its full of Emotion, Bravery or the Blues

You'll stand in Rightful Applause!
Giving them a Standing Ovation
Your Heart turns Warm, letting it Thaw
Music is Celebrated all over the Nation

Monday, April 25, 2011

I'll Protect you~

Dedicated to those who would do anything to protect and stand by the side of the ones they Love~

Dedication Part Three

Dangers and Snares all around
Everything I do is for you
I'll pull you up whenever you're Down
So know that I'll bleed for you

No Matter How hard it is
I'll stand by your side always
To take your Pain and give you Bliss
I'll be at your side when Trouble Ablaze

To Take a Shot to my Bloody Heart
Maybe even a Blade to my Throat
I'll Risk My Life no Matter what
Even if I Drown, I'll put you Afloat

In the Middle of the Dark, Misty Night
To Care for you with All my Might
I'll do anything to protect your Rights
And I'll hold you Close, oh so Tight

With every Ounce of Strength and Love
Without needing to be asked, No need to Mention
I'll Protect and Care for you like a Dove
Even if I'm not the very Best Person

Watching over you forever my Dear
Even to lay my life, That's what I'll do
So no need to worry, No need to Fear
Just know that I'll always Protect you


<3 I'll Always Protect You <3

My Rescue~

This poem is dedicated to all those Rescuers who help in Disaster Rescue Organizations. It is also dedicated to those friends or familly members who stoped anyone from doing Suicide.

Dedication Part Two~

No Point in Fighting for my Life
No One will ever Hear me
No Reason to Push or Strive
No Purpose in Life, that I See

I am lost in this dreaded World
Without Hope or any fruitful Purpose
Insanity stikes like this Hurricane Twirl
Missing in this Horror without a Compass

To End my Life through a Hang
Who would came after me anyway
Yes, to die, that is my longsome Plan
An Eulogy without anything to say

As Hope is gone from my Heart
I hear my Beloved dear Sister
She tells me that I have a Part
But I was ready to meet my Maker

She quickly brought me down, giving me a hug
I Struggle to catch my Tiny, Weak Breath
She Whispers in my Ear, "Don't you ever give up"
Telling me, Wishing me a good and strong Health

And just as I enjoy this Summer Breeze
The Roars and Crash of a Tsunami appears
A Watery Grave surrounds me, I Freeze
My Life Flashes before me without a blur

As I Give up and let my Soul Drift
I Muffle my Heart from the Outside World
What reason is there to strive and live
Drowning in the Power of a Whirlwind's Swirl

Just as I leave my Last, Shaky Breath
I Hear my Name being Shouted and Called
I Want to Drift of into Eternal Death
A Hand Catches me not letting me Fall

The sound of a distant Dive heard
I'm Grapped and pulled to the Surface
Held up by this man, I'm Anchored
Safe in His arms, I see his Face

The Sweetest thing I've Ever Known
Someone who Believes in me and shares
Its Great to see all this things Shown
I'm Glad for being Loved and Cared

You're Never alone in this Crazy Place
For there are those who'd Care for you
Risking their lives to keep you Safe
Until the day with Skies that are Crystal Blue


~They are my Rescue~

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Poetry~

Dedicated to those who writes Awesome Poems.

Sitting here, Gazing at the Blue Sky
Wishing for Inspiration to Strike like lightning
I wait and let my Mind drift of and Fly
For words to come and match this Rhyming

A Hope and a way for our Expressions
Eccentrically different and Frabjously Unique
To Mesmerize you with this Wordy Possion
Rhythems and Rhymes that we Speak

As we sit in Silence Surrounded by Aspirations
The bird's chirpping cuts through our Mind
As the Words tell of our True Actions
Just to let you know, we're never always Fine

P. for our Personal Thoughtfulness
O. for being Open as a Bird
E. for its lovely Essentricness
M. for the Melody of Beautiful Words

So now Raindrops fall to this Cold Ground
A Beautiful, blue sky to a Shade of Sinister Grayness
Inspiration flashes everywhere, all around
Now writing words of Awesome Greatness

Expressions coming like a Roarin' Thunderstorm
Pouring out upon this Tear Stained page
A Puzzle that is slowly Showing a form
It shows the True Feelings that'll never age

Paper filled with Dark Ink and Lead
Scribbled upon with Emotions and Thoughts
Some filled with Joy and some that are Sad
The Poet's Expressions are now Captured and Caught


Poetry For The Win!

I <3 Poetry

Beautiful~

Do you think you're Beautiful
With those passionate Hazel eyes
Or do you think you're Awful
Covered in those stupid, fat lies

Remember of that one true beauty
The one that lies deep within
Remember you're a work of Artistry
A wonderful girl with a Dream

Each girl unique in her own Glamour
A Voice that is strong in this world
Be full of Love and Honour
Because you're worth more than a Pearl

You're not a girl worth nothing
But you're a beauty of your own
Crawling though the deception, fighting
Through this nighmare, you're never Alone

And the truth my sweet dear
Is that you have a beauty like no other
So you don't need to worry, no need to fear
Know that We'll accept you, My beloved sister

But know this, that you're true beauty
Don't let anyone tell you that you're not
Know that beauty is within, not a lonesome Duty
Never let those deceitful lies make you rot

~Know that you're Beautiful~

<3<3<3

*Has anyone told you lately how beautiful you are*

Burn~

Just like always its the same story
Even from than to now its the same
Don't ever mess with my loved dearies
If not you'll forever feel pain

Didn't your mom teach you well
I guess its just plain shame you wear
Always seem like that great pal
However you can be so unfair

Come, and I'll smash you to tiny bits
And grind you to dust and pitiful sand
Much anger resides in this vengeful pit
Pull your heart out, that I can

Over is this mercy, over and gone
Yes, and burn you in fiery oblivion


There is a true meaning behind this poem, its not just plain hate, but plain hate to a certain someone..

~ Жжение в тени огненной один ~

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Superchick and Switchfoot!

SUPERCHICK FTW!!!!

I <3 Switchfoot!!!!

Marathon song listening~~
Nice~

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Hero

Alone in this cold place
He sits there in shame
Tears run through his face
Consumed by hurt and pain

And there she is again
Mocked and hurt by everyone
Her hope is all slain
She wish to die by a gun

This young man of size
Bullied everyday for years
Insulting is a lovely prize
For those bullies of his peers

You stand there to be a change
You could be the saving hero
Comfort those who feel strange
Don't make those hurt be a zero

Stand up and fight for them
Pull them through all the hurt
Become friends, that's the plan
Protect them, be on alert.

Be the change in their lives
And make a stand for what's right
So they won't take their lives
Stick with them, join the fight

<3 Heroes are made when You make a choice <3

ANTI-BULLYING!! Be a hero~

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Believe + Love

You walk out to me
With a face of glumness
I ask you with a Plea
Why all the Sadness

Hurt and Pain appears
You tell me all your Griefs
I'm here to be your ear
Aggrieved till disbelieve

You're taking shaky breaths
I Looked at your hand
You wish for a quiet death
To cut yourself, that was the Plan

I Embrace you with love
You look at me with Teary Eyes
Rain starts to fall from above
The Sky knows and Cries

I Hold your hand tight
And whisper in a low breath
"Stay strong, believe and fight"
The Raindrops covers this Crest

A minute of silent stand
Praying for Hope to come
Warmth flowing through our hand
Believe plus Love equals a pleasing sum

In that moment of Promise
Remember the sun will shine
I wish this moment a beautiful Bliss
In friendship, we are fine

There is always Hope, Just Believe in Love, Just believe in Friends~ <3

Lost~

I Lie here feeling dead
Listening to the pouring rain
My soul is not to be read
Stricken in all this pain

Apathy strikes again
No reason to move
Thoughts that go insane
Nothing else to prove

Not worthy for all
Cower away in the Night
I Stumble and fall
A child with no Sight

The time wasted here
I've lost everything
Guilt mixed with fear
Neither a Queen nor King

Yet, you're at my side
Pulling me through this dark
Out of this desperate fight
You play an important part

You held my hand through
And thought me to Love
A light in this Clear View
From a Beast to a dove

I push and cried
The Echo never heard
But you came alongside
And freed me like a bird

Lost in this lonely World
The age when none cared
Entangled in this Twirl
But you helped me, my TeddyBear

<3<3<3

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I want to be a Better Person

I want to become a better person. To improve on my flaws. To become a person who is good and is nice. To be a person to keep all my Promises. To keep all the Secrets told to me. To improve to be a person who is growing stronger in the Lord.

To be one who is more loving and kind and gentle. To be one who is more sensitive. To be a better listening ear. To be a comforter and not an insulter. To build others up and not tear them down. To be more like Christ! To Improve on my Flaws~

Poets of the Fall - Can You Hear Me

Nice song, not really their best work but its nice~

"Love will find an Answer"
~Compassion is the Answer~

We The Wolves~

To Lupa we will Bow
Leashing out this Disastrous Fate
We the Wolves Shall Forever Howl
For the Prize of Crimson Blood Red

And Mighty Tribes shall Fall
To the Sound of our noxious Snarls
The Smell of Blood gives a Driving Call
Scavenger you see, Yes we Prowl

Silent and Deadly, that we Are
Come from the Shadows deep within
Our Eyes Blaze in the Twilight afar
Its not the End, but just the Beginning

The Mortiferous Horrors of the Night
The Tourniquet that Bounds all Breath
Sink our Fangs with this Fatal Bite
Taking Everything this People Have

We Hunger for the Vengence and Blood
A Scale of Unforgiving Hindrance
We will Rise and Create a Flood
And Wipe out all Miserable Existence

Hehe, me and my obsession over Wolves~
LUPINE CLAN FTW!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Me, Myself and I

I really like my emo poems...
I feel sad, Claudia I need a hug.. sigh
I think I'm confused right now,
I know my body aches all over because of BBall and other sports.
I wish I could lie and do no work!
I wonder if...

OH CRAP!!

I JUST REMEMBERED I NEED TO DO MY SEP!! AIYAHHHHH!!!!

Heh.. I need a hug like seriously lor actually... sigh

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Strings of Horror~

I sneak upon my preys,
Blood-thirsty for their pain
Lost in the mist of Daze
I pounce upon this Saint

In the alluring Dark
Whispers from the Shadows
Falling in this Deathly Park
With blood smeared windows

Sweet Rapture of the Dead
Regrets that Leave you Here
The Atmosphere of things Said
A trail of blood from this Tear

Rip into shredded pieces
Envy and lust Taking Over
Drenched With Deathly Kisses
The death of this lovely Clover

Crying in the Night
Strings of Horror scream
Hope lost in all Sight
Evil Visions and Dreams

Haunted with ghostly Masks
A Immortal legend begins
Beast of anger disrupts Trust
But a Harlot will still Sing

The Choir Sings this Anthem
Bring me back this Life
Waves from a Revengeful Phantom
This is what my Soul Cries

You Don't Remember my Name
Misery calls in all Disgrace
Driving me Insane
My Past gone without a trace

My God, I need Salvation
A losing Breath of Mist
I want to die in this Revolution
Raindrops of this Silver Bliss

Hehehehee~ *evil grin*

Thursday, March 31, 2011

The Ones

Breath taken from my Atmosphere
A Shiver, a Chill from The Cold One
Good bye to the Pages of Warmth
Frozen Memories Now all Gone

My Innocents have Left me
A Lure from The Seductive One
Deliciously Hungry for a Kiss
A Melody of a Bewitching Song

The Adumbral Clouds consumes the Sun
My Blood Drenched arm raised to the Sky
A Fire rising from The Vicious One
Death of Poison Colors and Dyes

As I hide in the hungry Shadows
Waiting, never know to be existing
The Mysterious One, thats my Name
With Eyes of Blood Red, Lingering

Drawing Death in a Silent Scale
A Deceitful Nature I appear to Be
I Trick and Kill with all my Power
Known as The Cunning One you see

Can you Feel the Pheonix Rising
My beautiful, Insane Beast of Mine
Burn! Burn!! Incinerate All those Living
Blazing Red, I am The Hot One

Quiet and Silence are my Sons
Solitude, I am the Famous Drifter
Aye, I Am The Peaceful One
Shh, Deceivingly Mellow I am

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

The Seven Deadly Sins

The Insanity of my Mind
Complex in all of its Vanity
Everybody Believes I'm Fine
Hubris, oh how I love Me

And a Ravenous Craving for More
A Sin that Consumes Many
Gluttony seems to be the Answer
Yes, a Deadly, Extortionate Journey

An Animal of Disrupt Desire
A sweet Seduction of Lust
Accompanied by a Dangerous Eye
Turning Man into useless Dust

And My Eyes of Green Envy
Craving for your Power and Ability
A Murderous feeling of Desire
I Want this Longing Jealousy

My Fury and Anger of this Explosion
The Machiavellian Power of Wrath
Causing Alchemy and Palestine
Leaving Pain and Hurt in my Path

My Slothful Nature of Apathy
The End of all Man Kind
Wrapped in this Lethargic Eradication
With No Essence of this Accessible Line

A Greed for Corrupt, Stygian Money
A Covetous Desire for Avarice
The Seven Deadly Sins Rises
In the hour of Dark Solstice


*Evil Grin*

Monday, March 28, 2011

Born as an Abomination

Rip Out the Essence of My Soul,
And Drench me in the Sorrows of the Wrong
Dyed in the color of Crimson Blood-Red,
And Split my Passion in this Aphotic Song

Wrapped in this Incompetent Life Existence,
Memories Deciphered through the distant Shadows
An Obtrusive Red flowing down my Maimed arm,
Poured upon this Crystal, Clear Halo

The Radiance Extinguished from this Wild Desire,
Every Cry, I'm Shattered. Faded is this Dream.
Tangled in this Mimed and Opaqued Endurance,
This is My End, the Beginning of a Muffled Scream

Consumed by the wild Beast of Annihilation,
This One Life I'm living, breathing
No more, perished in the thought of Despair,
Death Unveiled in this Cynical Seeking

A Mask of Guileful, Pompous Defiance
Trapped within Strings of Arrogant Hubris,
Breath of Poison inhaled inside the Pleura
Born as an Abomination scattering Debris

The Sanity kept with Killer Snake-eyes
Optimism overwhelmed by the Pessimistic
Blood-shot eyes found within the cold, pale face
Aye, We become destructively Parasitic

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Not Alone in this Aftermath

I Stand here in this Lonely picture
The Guilt Consuming my every Soul
But You'd steal a Hundred Kisses
Before the Day I went and Let Go

I Remember those Little Days
When we'd spend the Hours in the Sun
Epic and Pure nonsense of our Nostalgia
We grew Stronger with All we've Done

And I'd Remember those times
The Time when we were so Close
The Friendship that we've Built throughout
Would Never face Deathly Foes

The Evolution of this Script-Written Story
Our Friendship Grew as well as our Trust
But Slowly the Senses, were Being Aroused
Unexpected Beauty found within this Lust

The Passion Perceived from those Concealed Eyes
Unveil the Secrets hidden in the Heart
The Abstract Strings of Distant Memories
Brings out the Cold Nostalgia from distant Art

Together we'd walk through this Perilous Lane
Please Stay, for Tomorrow's a Better Day
Pray the Hope would Forever stay Aflame
Burning Ludicrously Bright for the Sins I'd Pay

The Deceitful Behavior and Countless Lies
A Blood Bond held Strongly fastened Together
The Wounds Veiled, but the Scars Revealed
You and I Against the World, that's what their After

Fight and Protect this Old but Rusty Bond
Vibrations predicted as the Heart of Destruction
And your Eyes shows the Secrets of your Soul
Waves of Confusement from Deep within the Ocean

But We're not Alone in this Cold Aftermath
Like and Army of Friends, We Divide and Conquer
Standing Firm before a Chilling, Cold Avalanche
But Together we'd Stand United Forever


Some of the stanzas actually relate to some of you, but the story of this poem is about this two lovers. Everybody just didn't like them but they just stayed in their own world because they thought they're alone. But in truth, after all those hurts and pain they found others who were just like them or stood up for them. That's the story.

Peace~

Poets Of The Fall - NoEnd, No Beginning

We can't seem to let go
The thread's so thin it just doesn't show anymore
It seems like we're playing charades
Playing like we're afraid to live

And this is one sacrifice I don't want to make

If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see
I am still secretly grateful you're living this moment with me

We can see where it leads
It's like you can't, can't kill the monster that feeds on you
No matter what you do it seems to get you every time

And that's a predicament if I know anything

If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see
I'm still secretly grateful you're living this moment with me
Secretly grateful you're sharing this moment with me

If it's just one life we're given, one time you're living

I feel your touch light up a wild desire
Borne on my ache to take us ever higher
In our love we are birds of prey
Every cry serves to lead astray

So carry my ache and you will know the feeling
Inside I am weak but for this love I'm bearing
So breathe your life in my shades of grey
Or kill the lights and we'll fade away

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Tonights Conversation

Well, that was interesting...
Felt nice but weird at the same time...
I do agree we needed closure...

But what you said, put me in a weird silence,

"I just really wanted to tell you that if you really aren't ready, and if you meant what you said about wanting me. I'd wait for you..."

And in that silence there were tears.
Not tears of sadness,
More of happiness as a matter of fact..

But I'm confused as ever, confused about my feelings..
But yes, tonight's conversation was good.
Good Closure~

I'm glad we're friends again.. ^^

Peace out~
Too bad you had to go because of a Movie, heheh~

Friday, March 25, 2011

Happy Day!

I'm Happy, Really Happy~

I Hope you are too! ^^

Yes~

Yes, I want and wish to understand you
To hear your voice of living Existence
To Cast away the cage of Death and Failures

Yes, I do Hurt with you
Your Pain, your Agony. It makes me Cry
To Embrace you and make the pain go away

Yes, I will Stand By you
Though it may seem untrue, maybe even lies
My promise is made, now my life is an empty existence

Yes, I will and always Trust you
My Heart, left with you. I'm so sorry
I trust, but mine to you is lost in the shattered world of believe

Yes, I do Adore you
More than you know, and that's nothing more but the truth
You're Special with that eccentric poetic essence of yours

Yes, I would Cherish you
My Heart yearned to tell this secret
So please don't leave, that I may have a chance to speak this

Yes, I do Want You!
My thought, my worries, my Heart
I desires much of you, but it'll never be fulfilled

Yes, you're my inspiration of a thousand words
Lines of Poetry, oh to Embrace it wholeheartedly
The deepest journeys, the serenity

Yes, I really Love you
That streak of sunshine through the window
But I've stained it with the darkness of deathly blood

Yes, I want you, Yes I Need you
My Heart yearn, It Calls! But its forbidden
I really need you, but it could all go terribly wrong

And I Wish I could Complete you
I believe and Love you, really I do
But I'm Afraid, afraid of what might happen.

Yes I really love you,
but I'm just afraid~

Thursday, March 24, 2011

My Promise

I made a promise to you and I shall keep it with all my heart. I'll try me best~ Love you.

But things sure make it hard to keep it... sigh~

see yea around...

Twitter babeh!

WHO'S GOT TWITTER??? Message me and we'll follow each other!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I think I still ---- You, but I am confused..

I Know you'll always be in my heart. ♥ I know that I'll still love you. ♥ But you're far, and life isn't always bright. A Mysterious wonder in this Dark Romance~

And yet there are certain things better left unheard, certain things better left not known. Add some mystery to this yonder World, and escape the sights of an immortal love ♥

Certain things you Dream, looking up towards the Sky, Wondering and Hoping all comes True~ But really all One can do is dream, dream that it will become reality, Me and my miserable hope~
And Certain things better kept to one self, Still hidden and always a secret. But secrets are borders, full of manipulation, deceiving, and horror. A stab and a slash in this endless world of destruction.

This things of hopeless believes, nothing more then a chance of false hope. Drifting in the world of pain and darkness. An empty heart, confused and angered! To Wonder is to Ponder..

And Certain things, never will I understand with this eyes of hurt. Wishing to see life in a true surviving burn of existence. On my knees, all alone, the sky cries. No, you're not there but I do dream you were.

Confusing, you ring in my head, I Scream Out!! I Call!! But I am muted to the world around, no I shut myself away. My fingers touch the empty abyss and fall.. And empty shell of unworthiness I am..

Nothing is worth, nothing worthy indeed, of a kiss, a hug or an embrace. Left to rust in this old Carnival. I scream!! And no one hears.. Left Suffocating, drowning.. death waits, And no one will miss me...

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Well, I listen to many many many many many many many Songs, but the usual genre is Alternative Rock, Rock, or pop rock/emo pop kind of songs.. a little bit Hardcore Rock.. depends on the mood lor~

So Happy,Hyper, I listen to Rock/Alt Rock OneRepublic/Good Charlotte

If I'm Sad I listen to emo pop/Alt Rock like Secondhand Serenade.

When I'm Angry/Mad I Listen To more Hardcore Rock Songs like Silverstein.

When I'm bored I literally listen to everything... including Beiber, oh mai...
All the Bands I usually listen too are,

Kutless
Evanescence
YellowCard
Tokio Hotel
Muse
OneRepublic
Good Charlotte
Acceptance
All Time Low
Pillar
Paramore
Poets Of the Fall
Switchfoot
Skillet
Secondhand Serenade
Silverstein
Superchick
NickleBack
Linkin Park
LostProphets
Hoobastank
Hinder
HillSong
Flyleaf
Fireflight
Breaking Banjamin
Barlow Girls


I <3 Music~

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Well, What I'm proud of this few days is that,

1)I manage to finish my Math and go Party on last Saturday!! Woohoo!!
2)I had the faith to step out and really ask God to Help me Control my lying and to help me control my Quick Temper.. yea, I'm gonna be a better person, just you wait!
3)I've manage to cut down my constant lying and realizes and repents when I notice I got angry or lied. ^^
4)I Drew some beautiful*yes, its emo but* Pictures~ Emo guys are Hot! Especially is they have Raven colored hair and Beautiful Blue eyes~ *swoon*

Love yea! <3

Monday, March 21, 2011

Bang your Head!! Rock to the Beat!!

Silverstein!!! I heart them~

Awesome-ness~

Friday, March 18, 2011

Good Charlotte - We Believe

here’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe(x6)
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe(x6)
In this love

We believe(x5)
In this love

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In every way

We believe(x6)
In this love

In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love


I Love this song, it has so much meaning, and it also relates to my blog Title, We Believe~

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Tokio Hotel - Strange ( feat Kerli )

A freak of nature
Stuck in reality
I don't fit the picture
I'm not what you want me to be
Sorry

Under the radar
Out of the system
Caught in the spotlight
That's my existence

You want me to change but all I feel is
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange

You want to fix me
Push me
Into your fantasy
You try to give me
Sell me
A new personality

You try to lift me
I don't get better
What's making you happy
Is making me sadder

In your golden cage all I feel is
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer in my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange,
Like me
Strange

When you touch me
Strange,
When you kill me
Strange,
All I feel is
Strange

In my dreams too
Together we'll be
Strange,
Strange,
In a perfect world

Strange,
I am so strange
Strange,
I am so strange
Strange,
Strange,
In your perfect world so
Strange,
Strange,
I feel so absurd in this life
Don't come closer you'll die slowly,
In my arms forever you'll be
Strange,
Strange,
Like me

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Beauty in the Cold

Beauty in the Cold~

The Rain Splatters upon the Ground
Like Paint falling with a Beautiful Sound
The Wind Howls and the Trees Dances
Feeling the Cold, it Sharpens the Senses

If only you were Here to Share it with me
To Share the Moment and to See what I See
The Birds Fly with Grace and Beautiful Wonder
I think of my Mistakes, it makes Me Ponder

To Cuddle with you, Maybe Share some Thoughts
I really Thank the Lord, What a Great God
The Cold Kisses my Skin, the Rain Soaks my Hair
And when I'm Sick, You'll still Even Care

I <3 You~

Friday, March 11, 2011

So true~

"Sometimes, the person who tries to keep everyone happy is always the most lonely person, so never leave them alone because they will never say that they need you when they really do."

I totally agree~

Promises~

I keep my promises very close to my heart. I put a lot of weight on it and I won't simply make promises. If I do, then I mean it and I'll put every ounce of strength, will power and up hold my promise. Just like how the Bible says that you should only make a promise if you can fulfill and up hold it. So yes, I take my promises very seriously. That I promise~

Wish you were with me now

I soo missing you right now... Me is feeling kinda Sad right now, Sigh and I made a Promise to you this Afternoon so I'll have to stay away from a certain Sharp object and Keep my Promise... Wish you were with me now...

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

I ain't a Normal Kid~

Is it Normal to feel so Sad and Tired and to also have a Wanting to increase the Marks on my Pain, Felt arm all at once?
Is it Normal to feel Hopeless and like a Hypocrite?
Is it Normal to be fake-ly happy, yet cry so hard?
Is it Normal to want to give up and die?

Sigh, I guess its not Normal, but who ever said I was Normal anyway...

Good Bye~

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

Well, my short term goals for this month would be,

1)Well, of cos it would be my studies, wanna do more books~ *and not let Claudia catch up! xP*
2)Improve on my bass playing
3)Try to show that I'm not a scary person people see me to be.. You know I can be very nice and Generous ok, and kids are my Kryptonite...
4)Get closer to God
5)To be even more Caring and Generous and Kind and those nice stuff! ^^

Why?
Well, my goals are quite self-explanatory right!

Peace~

Saturday, March 5, 2011

It hurts, but I love it~

I never thought I would have liked this feeling, its so painful yet it feels interestingly nice. You would 'kill' me if you understood what I mean, but its just me and my time of sadness. So leave me be and I'll just go to a corner and begin my adventures of nothingness in my Blank Box... And I have missed the color of blood, boi what a lovely, deep color~

Don't ask me if I'm okay, Don't ask me if I'm emo-ing, Don't ask me if I'll smile genuinely again. But you know what? Tell me you'd be by my side, Tell me I'll rejoice with you when you're happy again, and Tell me that a smile will definitely come back, because you know its natural for me to smile again...

This lines, oh the sting, I love it! Yet, it makes me think that if you found out and understood, you'd be worried too much.So I'll just keep it a secret and it'll never leave my lips~

Friday, March 4, 2011

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Well now, this is a real thinker... hmmm, lets see~ I guess I would choose this picture...



Because this is My Poet's Corner.. Poetry has had been one of the greatest impact on me. As You have Read Day 1 of this Challenge I stated that I am NO good at expressing my true feelings outwardly, so yes, Poetry helps and I fine it fun as well close to my heart for I created it~ I <3 Poetry~

And if had to be a Person, Of cause I would choose Jesus, but you know what, lets bring it closer to human among human. So that person would be....



Everyone I have known, for each and every single person I have met, friend, enemy, teacher, lil'kid has been THE biggest impact in my life, now and in the future~

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

My Favorite Superhero??? Well, tell yea the truth, I don't have a favorite superhero, but I took a few random quizzes about superheroes and I got Spiderman... LOL

So Spiderman it is! Well, for One I like him because he got bitten by a bug!! Thats cool~ xD Second It looks really fun to be swinging around like that with those spider webs. WEEEE!!!! Third, well because I always wonder how he breathed, so can he like live without oxygen, like I mean.. Look at his mask!! Do you see anything that can help him breath!?!?! Forth? Hmmm... because, because he's witty and jumpy?? And finally Fifth, Because I like him lah!!

Hehehe, such nonsense I tell yeah! Peace out~

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Tommy Reeve - I'm Sorry

The Gloomy and Cold Sadness in the Air,
Turns my Heart into Sadness and Despair
The sound of Raindrops upon the Ground,
I'm Sorry for your Pain that I've Done

I know I still will Always Love you,
Yes, that will definitely be True
Yet, the Time when I Went and Leave,
I’m Sorry for your Hurt, so Please Forgive

When I Think of what I did to You,
It makes me Regret and Feel like a Fool
But you know what I’ll Still Do,
I’m still Caring for You

I’m Sorry for the Words I didn’t Say,
I Left when You wanted Me to Stay
I was Mean, Hurtful, maybe even Cruel,
To Say I’m Sorry, yea that’s what I’ll do~

I’m Sorry for the Broken Heart,
I’m Sorry that We had to Part
Too Afraid to get too Close,
Stained with Blood this White Rose~



I'm still Loving you~

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Well, now this question will have too many answers, so I'll show the most resent place I went to. Went to Europe around Croatia, Slovenia and places like those. But this Pic was me on the way to Venice on a Boat~



Weee~ ILY =D

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

A Habit that I wish I didn't have?
Well, let me think here. Hmmm, maybe, I guess it would be... hmm, I really don't know, I don't think getting angry easily is a habit. Hmm, maybe laziness, OHH Oh! I know!!

A habit I wish I didn't have : PROCRASTINATION!!

The evil 'P' word! Muahahahaaha!! Its a habit cause I just like to do thing last minute because it makes me think of it more and concentrate on it more during that short period of time left*more stress too, bad stuff* For example, I have this project called 'SEP' or the Self-Exploration Project. I'm suppose to find out more about myself, family background, my strengths and weaknesses and so on.

SO.. as you know, I procrastinate and while most of the others has started already, guess what, I'm here writing this blog post!Woops~ xP Hehehe, well yea, I do know its bad that's why I want it gone, but its a habit and habits, especially if its strong, is very hard to break. SO yea, what I can do to improve is get focused, set my mind not to procrastinate and ask for God's help... yeah~ I'll do that~

So yup, procrastination is Evil!! Muahahahahaha!

Peace babeh~

Ne-yo - Beautiful Monster

In All of My Miserable Life
None made my Heart Strive
But here You are, in Front of my Eyes
Like a Knife, Slashing and Slice

So Scared of this Beautiful One
I'm Terrified, yet You Turn me On
She's a Monster, But I don't Mind
A Beautiful Monster and That's Fine

A Beautiful Monster with a Fire Within
A Lust that Calls, She makes me Sin
But I don't mind, In fact I Like it
I Love her, But she makes Me Bleed

And here She goes Playing with Hearts
Like a Knife, Deadly and Sharp
And here she is Playing with my Mind
Yet even all this Trouble, She's still Mine~





Peace~

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends



My awesome friendzz Babehh! But they're not all here, this is my school friends*well, ok, the firemen are my friends too*. The next picture with me and my friends would be a church one~ =D

Friday, February 25, 2011

Day 2 - The meaning behind your Blog name

"Just Believe"

I Believe I do SUCK at expressing myself~
I Believe I do have a problem with this anger of mine~ T.T
I Believe I am Crap~ >.<
I Believe I am not a great friend~ :(
I Believe I feel sad now~ D=
I Believe I do feel confuse~ @.@
I Believe I think I'm gonna cry~ ='(
I Believe I think this is a sad, cruel world~ -,-

But you know what?!

I Believe that I am Special~ ;D
I Believe that I'll be better someday~ =D
I Believe I know I am someone great to at LEAST one person!
I Believe I know I can improve and BECOME a Great friend~ ^^
I Believe I understand now that if you're never sad, you'd never know Happiness! =O
I Believe I'd understand that one day I'll understand, and be at peace with a clear mind~ :)
I Believe I see clearly now, because my tears has cleansed my eyes~ O.O
I Believe I see that this world will end and we'll go to a better, peaceful new Earth! :-))

Yes, I Just Believe~ I Just Believe~

"Just Believe" That's why its my blog's name, because though I'm not the best person in the world or whatever, I know that if I JUST BELIEVE, I can accomplish and be a better person~

So remember, you don't feel beautiful or pretty (or whatever comes to mind), Just Believe you are, and that's the thing that will make you beautiful(or whatever it is) cause' when you know you are, then it will become true~

Peace~

Day 1



15 facts about me? Well..

1)Obviously, I'm a girl! xD
2)I love all my friends no matter how close they are
3)My Favorite colors are Black, Red, and White
4)Well actually I love most colors
5)*except pink* <-- If you didn't know that, something is wrong with you~
6)I hate the Devil
7)I love God
8)COOKIES!!! *as you can see, I'm random*
9)I'm a Pro at weird
10)I Can eat a lot if I want to
11)My favorite number is 2
12)Nerf is AWESOME! *you can guess it, I like Nerf!*
13)I find it hard to express my true feelings
14)Music helps me think
15)I love reading/writing poetry
16) Muahahahahaha!!!! It just says 15 facts, not 16~ ;) *randomness*

30 Day Challenge~

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blog name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Your favorite song.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

BarlowGirl - Never Alone Poem

Never Alone

I Stand here, Waiting for You
All Alone, I don't know What to Do
I Hoped you'd Come, maybe Answer my Call
Always Ready to Catch me when I Fall

I'm Just here Crying out Loud
No One Hears me, I'm Alone on a Cloud
I Hold on to what I Know
So Yes, I know I'm Never Alone

You're there, even though I Can't See You
Maybe I'll just Believe, to Keep Holding Onto
To be in My Heart, I'll Always Know
You'll be there For Me, No matter Where I Go


Friday, February 18, 2011

Christian Rock Bands!!

I think the Best bands ever on earth would be Christian Rock Bands! They know how to rock but at the same time the speak of God. They're awesome~ And there are many of them out there which would rock your world and Rock God's word!

Some of them are,
Paramore - The Songs are ALL Good

Skillet*the top rock christian band* - Hero or Comatose or The Last Night

Disciple - Check out "Dear x (You don't own me)" or Rise Up

Kutless - Strong Tower or I do not Belong

Pillar - Fireproof or Frontline or Bring me Down

Fireflight - Stand Up or Unbreakable

Superchick - Stand in the Rain or Hero

Barlow Girls - Beautiful Ending or Never Alone

Red - Start Again or Break me Down or Breathe into Me

Relient K - I Need You or Be My Escape

FlyLeaf - All around Me or I'm so Sick

The Awesome-ness, Check them out yo! Peace~

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Trust = Hope

Most people in the World has a problem with Trust, we need to learn and believe those you 'trust', and to those of you who are thought to be Trusted, keep that and be Trustful. The World will feel a whole lot better when we Trust each other and when we keep that Trust~

Therefore, if we do keep it and trust each other, one day we would get "Trust=Hope"

*Or I'll HOPE for that =D*

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Numb - Linkin Park Poem~

As they're Closing in and Mocking Me
I feel a Rush of Hatred, they're My Enemy
The Pressure building, a Tortured Pain
Hoping to be Loved, Supported, and not Faint.

I'm so Numb till I can't Bare
But Now I know, Now I'm Aware
Everything I did was a Mistake
Everyone Hurtful, All the Evil Said.

I Aim to be More Like Me
I'll be Stronger, Just You wait and See
I Aim to be Less Like You
That's what I Can and Will do.

I'm Just like Your Controlled Puppet
You Hurt and Treat Me like Dirt
I know you were Hurt Just Like Me
And I'll Rise up Above You and be Full of Glee!!


Monday, February 14, 2011

Winter Italy

You will Always be there for Me
Just like that Single Star I see
The Moon Smiles down upon Me
And it Shines its Wondrous Beauty

My Skin feels the Winter's Kiss
To hold your Hand is what I Miss
Your Eyes Sparkle like a Thousand Stars
Will it Forever Shine since the Past

Your Warmth burrows Deeply into my Heart
And I've Loved you ever since the Start
Your Beauty is like a Masked Masquerade
My Love for You will Never, Ever Fade

As the Mesmerizing Gondoliers present a Sing
Flattering Romance give a Ring
Looking into the Cool, Blue Sky
Now and Forever my love will Never Die



Did this in Europe, and its a good time to post it up in honor of Valentines day.

Peace~

Monday, January 31, 2011

Airport Post! Nice~

Wee!! Imma in the airport typing this blog post out! Its well almost 1 and my flight is at 2:10, looks like I've got a loong way to go~

And not to worry I won't forget any of you, you're all to dear to my heart~

Ily <3

Peace! *I now you like my peace sign!* ;) Yo.oY

Sunday, January 30, 2011

I can Call on You~

Second poem of 2011 babeh!!

Everything is Falling into Pieces,
That's why I need to Call on You, my Jesus!
I'm lying here Feeling so Confuse,
I just Don't know what to Say,
I Don't know What to Do~

Right here I'm Broken and Crying too,
That's why I need You to Pull me Through.
Nothing's all Right, nothing's all Okay.
I go to My room and All I say,
"I Pray all would be Okay"

Even when Everybody Leaves me,
I Know that You'll be with Me,
Even though I don't know what to do,
I know that I can Call On You~



*KJ-52 - I can call on you.*
Thanks to David Foo for the song~

Linkin Park FTW

ATTENTION LINKIN PARK FANS

On January 31st (before if you can't make it) we will all watch "New Divide" in honor of the greatest rock band ever's glory. Let's give them the best present ever: the highest viewed video on YouTube!! Let's give them what he deserves and what Justin Bieber does not deserve to have!

Copy and paste to all Linkin Park videos and all music videos, let's get this noticed quickly!


Quick go here before the day ends!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysSxxIqKNN0&feature=related

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Broken~

The Strings of Love Breaks of and go,
My Heart is Broken, I'm left in the cold.
I'm All Alone in this Weeping Rain,
So much pain and hurt flowing through my Veins~

Never will it Ever be Healed,
All Vulnerable and Never Shield.
But I'm right Here, Looking in your Eyes,
Wishing that You'll be All Fine.

Running in the Rain, I'll Kiss you and Say,
"Don't Leave Me Alone, Don't Ever Look Away"
So Give me Time, Maybe one More Day.
Though its Broken I need You to Say,

That you'll be Mine and Forever Stay~





My first Poem of 2011 Babeh!! <3

Weee~~ Europe Here I come!!!

Well, here's a few thing Imma letting you know cuz I won't be a round for awhile.

1) I Got a new headphone!!! Well my bro and I got a new headphone and its nice, so comfy and music-listening-to-da-max kind of feeling~ One down point, I'm sort of deft when I have it on.. xP

2) IMMA GOING EUROPE!!! See ya guys in like 2 weeks time~ I get no am pao... >.<
Oh well~~

3) I feel inspiration on the surface yet its not coming out yet... slowly. Inspiration for a poem is soo close yet soo far...

4) I love you~

5) I'll miss you lots~

6) Happy Birthday Daniel Kong in advance.. Me not around for your Bday.. >.<

7) Camp committee don't forget your assignment!!!

8) I <3

9) Someone~

10) And you don't know who!! *This isn't a joke.. I think*

See yea guys around. Imma freeze my butt of in Europe!

Peace Yo.oY



OH SHMUCKKK!!!!!! I forgot!!!

11) Happy Chinese New Year~ <3

Thursday, January 27, 2011

TOGAINU NO CHI!!!

TOGAINU NO CHI!!! Thee Awesomeness!! Its quite cool lor, to bad its only like 12 episodes long~ *Sniff sniff*

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

My Notes of Tommyrot! (Part 2)

Mehhh!! I found my poem/quote/note book which has quite a few of my favorite paragraphs I'll like to share, enjoy! ^^

The Raindrops~
Do you here these Raindrops?
See each and every single drop,
Every one of this drops land upon my heart.
Each represent how much I love you.
The volume is overwhelming!
And this is only a portion of my love for you~


You're in my Dreams~
Million of ashes blown upon my face.
To count the endless moments, to get out of this daze..
My Heart is yearning for You, but my mind says No.
I don't know what to do, I don't want to let you Go!

Sadness blooms, but Gladness stays.
To lay my head on your shoulder, just like the old days!
I want to move on, but part of me is still with you,
I don't know why, but I can't let you go too soon!


The Cold Winter~
The Mysteries of the Winter Solstices,
Is like the Mysteries of You!
The Hidden Code, trying to be Unlocked,
To Find the Secrets to your Wondrous Heart!

The Winter grey Wolf, Howling in Pain,
Feeling lost Without you Guidance.
You are the Long, Living Wonder!
How you beauty is shown~

The Winter cold is like a Sticking Arrow,
Your Love is a Passionate Bliss!
How I wonder to Live in your Embrace,
To Warm me from this Frightening Winter..

And Enlighten Me with a Wondrous Kiss~


To My Awesome Friends~
To my Awesome Friends, Sweet and Caring,
Always Helpful and Faithfully cheering!
From the Bottom of my Heart,
I Love each and everyone of You~

One Smile, One Hug, the Insanity!!
Always Faithful at my side Constantly,
Each One of you Dear to My Heart,
I Hope I'll stay in your Heart and Never, Ever Part!


To DKong and Chang~
The Beauty of your Precious Eyes,
Seeping Steadily into my Soul,
The Warm Radiance of your Lovely Smile,
Keeping me Comfort in the Cold~


Imagine~
Close your Eyes...

Do you feel it?
The Warm Ocean Breeze,
The Smell of the breath-taking Sea,
To Feel the Sand beneath my Feet,
To Feel the Sun Kiss my Skin!
Do you Feel the Wind through your Hair~

Do you hear that?
The Sound of waves Crashing upon Land,
Hear the Birds Wish you Good Morning!

To Have you Hand Held by the One you care~
Well, I do..

Love like a Summer's Bliss~


Well, that's it for now. Hope more comes! See yea around!

ILY~

My Notes of Tommyrot!

Notes from Facebook I've posted through out the years. So far I've never had any inspiration to write and notes/quotes/poems lately.. Oh well, enjoy this~

P.S. Tommyrot means Nonsense~


Leave Out all the Rest~
Do you see all these beautiful lights,
I walk through life with new open eyes.
I see this universe full of wonder,
Dreams asking me to think and to ponder.

Will I be remembered after all my years,
Forget all the wrong I’ve done my dears.
Remember me in your sweet memories,
So keep me in your heart and don’t forget me.

I may be strong from what you see,
But remember I’m human, that’s all I’ll ever be.
When I’m gone, will I be remembered?
I hope that I’ll be forever treasured.


I hope I have reasons to be missed,
I hope I leave a wonderful bliss.
The fires of the burning sun,
I'll hope I'll be know for what I've done.


*Leave out all the Rest by Linkin Park*

Don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory


Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


Here are some other quotes~

1) Mysteries of Mysteries
The glorious beauty of heaven is nothing compared to these mesmerizing eyes. A face that makes one lost in the labyrinth of mysterious ideas and thoughts. The baffled mind seduced by your intriguing beauty. Oh, you savage beast of love, dragging me closer to you! Wisdom and knowledge forsaken by this blind love, yet later this toughts of confusion is cleared. But, this thoughts are not all understood..


2) Light and Dark
This horrid creatures, one would think of as monsters of the filthy night, that one would fall deeply in love with it. The eyes are like golden, hazzel gleaming within the shadows of the night. gazing towards this fascinating beauty, one loses the feelings of fear and panic. drawing closer, the monster wasn't a monster at all! Eyes, the gateway to heaven or hell, but this eyes showed nothing but emptiness. Filled with compassion, a young, exquisite maiden fled into the darkness, where evil and monstrous creatures lived. Closer and coser she and the monster came, till they saw both, human and to what amazing surprise, a young and handsome Vampire. Not any vampire, but one that was infect beautiful. Awed and starstruck, she driffted closer and touched his cold, pale face. Something mysterious made the girl soo intrigued. The seductive powers of a vampire, drawing all that was left of this young maiden into nothingness. All he ever wanted was to drink from her, nothing more, nothing less. A lighted soul demolished once again by tjis never ending darkness..


23/7/10
3) Mysterious Wonder
Love like a summer's dew, is nothing compared to the wonders of your beauty. The scent of you drives me into insanity, falling, for you, in love. Eyes that sparkle like the stars, and a smile that lights up my world. A voice of an angel, compared to yours, it is nothing but a silent whimper. The mellifluous voice of yours ia like a pleasing symphony. That lushes lips, the spellbounding eyes, the sweet voice. A wondrous description of a lovely....

~You feel in the blanks~


4)Burning Flame
My love for you is like an unending flame. Sparks flew when you first held my hand. A warm feeling, lovely indeed. A candle lighted to show me how beautiful and wonderful I am. You woke me up from the time of depression. You're the missing flavour I have finally found. The one to filled this horrified gab in my heart. If only you would enter my life, then all this would be fulfilling. You only see me as a friend, nothing special. Hearthaches, the hole deepens, yet you fill it up each time I'm near you. Love like a little fire hoping you will find me in this land of darkness~


24/7/10
5)Lone Wolf
The moon, so very hypnotizing. The millions of stars that complement this light of beauty. The guide at night, with its misunderstood elegance. Within the midst of the dark and hidden world, beams of light shine upon the lone wolf. Forgotten and lost, the only companion is the ravishing moon. Calm, warm, comforthing, and assuring it has put this abandoned wolf to sleep. Thought to be this savage devil, the moon will be eternally there for it. Peace, love, sympathetic. The wolf is grateful~

Dedicated to _______
*its a secret*


6) Bounding of the beast
The euphonic voice I hear, comforts and keeps me at peace, each time its heard. This sweet ember, ignored by this blind rage set upon this beast. Her soothing hugs, put this monstrous beast under keeps. Lurking in the shadows, the beast awaits, chained with radiant love from Her. Awakening, a new character appears, holding beast down with the assistents of Her. You're the only one that can stop me from becoming what I'm ashame of. Eternally grateful. The sound, your words, sent from above with much compassion. Thank you~


And more~



My Deceitful Nature

Stop, time is still...
I have Risen, Longing for Destruction,
Risen from my Watery Grave,
The World is full of Evil, Oh it gives me Wondrous Glee.

These humans, their Blood, such Fragrant Wine,
Their Flesh, a fit-full meal indeed...
I shall Rule, none shall Oppose.

The Time has come for my Reign,
The Time has come for the Destruction of Souls...

What Treachery, What Anarchy,
To send the World into Chaos!
I shall Come,
Full of Blood-Lust, Fiery Rage, Revenge!

Thunders will Roar, the sky turn Blood Red,
The Moon full of Blood, the Sun shall be Vanquished!
The Stars will Fall from the Sky,
The Heavens shall pour down the Tears of the Sorrowful,
The Smell of Blood in the air, such a Lustful embrace...

These are the Signs,
These are the Fears,
The era of Darkness has Begun...
Now, I am Here,

Waiting,
Lustful,
My Deceitful Nature~



Some other Random morbid Quotes~


1 -Blood Streams down my eyes.
The pain engulfed my pitiful soul.
The poignant feeling to know this sadness~


2 -Many times I've heard you call.
It attracts my hungry soul.
Consume all pain, to destroy all life.
Annihilation is my name~


3 -The echos of silence.
All seems peaceful, but I am darkness.
Consume all light and leave horror and destruction in my path.


4 -Acid rain, the brooding continues.
Sadness and gloom are presents to me.
The pain felt from all...


5 -The crafty serpent, the subtle wolf.
Hunting the innocent preys and condemning all.


6 -The mask I've worn.
The scars that I've hidden.
Now showing, now seen..
The wound opened and never healing~


7 -Your blood is like a pleasing melody upon my tongue~


8 -Sleep is my weapon.The scares and nightmares are from me.
You entertain me with your pitiful screams.
Much pleased~


9 -Your death is a pleasure to me~


10 -I am the vengeful soul.
The avenger to all those souls in damnation.
Their screams call to me~


11 -The screams heard from you is lovely symphony to my ears~


12 -My soul longeth for you.
I play a song of love and the poems of wonders.
But, you do not notice me...
I am a cold soul, My heart cries, my hand bleeds~


And Finally this last one called,



My Lucifer~

As time moves,
My feelings are gone.
The poetry turns into
grieve and sadness,
You were the Symphony,
In my songs of love.
But I let you go,
and entered the darkness.

I was the fiery Sun,
You were the Melodious Moon.
Just like the wolf,
I yearned for your beauty.

And, as I left,
pushing you aside,
I secretly moaned in pain.
I hoped and desired,
that you weren't gone.
The pain afflicted,
Upon this aching heart of mine.
I wish things would go back,
back to the way things were.

So many cuts,
excruciating bruises.
I'll do anything,
with my all to protect your name.

Why my love,
did I let you go~
Now my desire,
is turned into forbidden love.

Do you wish my life,
was filled with pain.
The pain afflicted upon me,
gave a you a delightful glee.
Oh you evil demon of my past.

Treachery and anarchy,
Your powerful ally.
No peace and tranquility,
Within that monstrous heart.
You desire for blood-lust,
Your deceitful nature,
But forever you will be my

Lucifer~ <3


Yeah, so far those are some of my favorite Notes I've created so far~
More to come I hope~

Peace~
I know you like my peace sign! YO.OY

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

If you were never in my life~

Well, I wonder how life would be if I never met any of you guys. My life would be completely different, and I won't meet you guys! O.O!

I'm blessed to have met all of you~ Thank you for the support, love and care~ <3

Peace~
I know you love my peace sign~

Sunday, January 9, 2011

A Good Goal~

A Goal to accomplish this year. To be a soft, fluffy, pillow. You know why? I wanna be a pillow because when my friends are sad, they can lay their head on my "Shoulder", I can listen to them, absorb all the pain released through punching me, and soaking up their tears when they cry~

Also to learn how to hug properly~ xP
*Inside joke thingy*

Peace out! <3
I know you love my peace sign, ily!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

My Purple-ish Calm-ish Cool-ish Blog~

I'm liking this template~
Nice and Calm-ish, cool...

Hehehe, Peace~

Lots Of Love = LOL <3

;)

2011

Mehhh, I was shoo lazy to blog the last few days..
So well as you know it, its 2011 and it looks pretty interesting.
Today is no ordinary day too, its Karmen's Sweet*I threw at her 16 sweets literally* Sixteen Birthday!! Yay Yay! xD
Well, ltr Imma going to Secret Recipe for her surprise party, Shhh~

Also, school has finally started again and the projects look interesting for this year. Hope I can handle my time wisely and complete my goals, if not bye bye Vineyard.*Shmuck! I need to stop going on Com*

Well I hope you New Year will go well too~
Peace Out! ;)


*I know you like my Peace sign

btw, ily~